When We Were Old

All sorts have come up recently. Reality would appear to be so different from how we imagine it. It can be very confusing and frustrating and weird beyond belief to our human 3D mind.

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Oh Well

We have now entered the Year of the Water Tiger. And not a surprise really. The Chinese zodiac years related to the Tiger include 1974.

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The Astoria

Maybe it’s just my age but I have been pulled down memory lane recently. I mentioned about the BP garage in Redhill and the most incredibly mundane places holding emotional memory.

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Release

The Re Lease on 8/1 which is a mirror date of my birthday. I suspect it’s all the same day dressed up and experienced in different ways but still the same day. You have to pay by pain’. Along those lines.

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Down The Well

Apologies if stuff I’m writing seems like gibberish but the Universe is speaking a different language to me totally at odds at present with the wider reality. It’s In No Sense. In the big picture I’m trying to remember ‘When We Were Young’ I think. Before the Fall. Maybe we all are. Down in the cellular memory.

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English Rose

At the deepest level I think we are experiencing a reunion of the masculine and feminine and anima and animus under the froth but WTF it is baffling. That’s how I’m experiencing it.

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Naked Garden

Again I think I’m remembering a collective memory as well as purely personal. Which was when I was about three on a hot summer day I would run round the garden naked until one day Big Bro said I had to put my clothes on otherwise the police would come and take me to prison.

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When We Were Young

About the virus and the jab. I believe we are looking at an original disease which replays itself possibly. A memory. See Black Death in the Middle Ages and the flu virus at the end of WW1 as examples. And maybe its just the way my mind works – STDs and Original Sin.

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The Pain Barrier

When you are thrown back in your memory to an unexpected journey nine years ago which at the time was weird but seemed relatively minor and suddenly it is transformed into something beautiful beyond belief and I suddenly see my beauty and the beauty of the other and how beautiful we are together.

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A Kiss From A Rose

And Everyone Wants To Rule The World and says ‘It’s Me’. ‘The hero of the dream’. I get the small Me out of the way as much as possible. Life is incredibly personal on the flip side though.

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The Family Tree

When you have to let go of nearly all reality concepts. When you think you’ve seen it all. Even now spirit has surprises up her or his sleeve. My money is on Her to be honest in that respect. When all the theories about quantum realities and dimensions and souls and different levels of being and time spirals and time zones seem to be real.

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Pearl’s A Singer

The Big Picture is not too difficult to understand. It’s how it manifests is where the state of confusion comes in. A problem I have found looking within rather than without is that you become totally separated in the mind from what’s going on out there and the illusory nature of our reality becomes clear.

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Can’t Get Enough Of Your Love Babe

‘Has the world gone completely mad … ?’. The answer to the question would seem to be Yes. It’s been mad for a long long time though. And the big existentialist question ‘Am I alone in thinking ?’ and if God is All There Is does God experience loneliness.

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