40 thoughts on “Who Are You ?

  1. The new Matrix movie, Matrix Resurrections, just came out. The plot revolves around two characters having to remember one another and how their relationship allows the world/matrix to function. I’ve just been rereading your recent blog posts and they all synch to this movie:

    “Time reset and memory wipes.”

    “Death of the Architect and creator of the Dome.”

    Audrey Hepburn Moon River [The pivotal character is called Tiffany after Audrey Hepburn’s Breakfast At Tiffanys in which Hepburn sang this song]

    ‘I am upset because I see something that is not there’.

    “And the terrible pain of an illusory separation. Seems we have to go through it though. Who’s that girl ?”

    “God knows how many life times and different dimensions I’ve been searching for her. Deep down in the memory banks was the remembrance. Also there was the terrible pain of the separation which was masked over.”

    The reason I watched this movie was because of something curious that happened to me a couple of days ago, I was walking down the road and passed a phone box and the phone was ringing. A few minutes later i walked passed a van and could hear a phone ringing inside. This made me think of the Matrix beacause a ringing phone was how you exited the matrix.

    1. bob

      A lot of this has been incredibly personal. I can’t describe the pain. This is the key quote I think and had to let go of a lot of reality concepts about time and other things and my view on those sort of things was already out there. Going through the separation backwards or something. It’s confusing to say the least and unanswered questions about memory wipes and cracks in time and other questions such as who the fxxk are you and we and I at the core. Or maybe there is no core. God only knows how it will play out. Definitely saying we live in a form of Maya though. And has reinforced my opinion that the vaccine is about memory or trying to stop remembering.

      “God knows how many life times and different dimensions I’ve been searching for her. Deep down in the memory banks was the remembrance. Also there was the terrible pain of the separation which was masked over.”

      And Windmill Church is in there. This showed up this morning.



      Circling back its saying. Who’s that girl ?



      1. And the mirror of Erised. Spirit has been saying for more than a few years now it’s ‘All done with mirrors’.

        ‘The Mirror of Erised is one of those magical artefacts that seems to have been created in a spirit of fun (whether innocent or malevolent is a matter of opinion), because while it is much more revealing than a normal mirror, it is interesting rather than useful. Only after Professor Dumbledore makes key modifications to the mirror (which has been languishing in the Room of Requirement for a century or so before he brings it out and puts it to work) does it become a superb hiding place. The mirror’s inscription (‘erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on wohsi’) must be read backwards to show its true purpose and the final test for the impure of heart.’

        ‘I show not your face but your heart’s desire’.


  2. The Architect (designer), becomes the Analyst (researcher).

    Fwiw, I haven’t seen the movie. But, I came across this.

    Analysis: detailed examination of the elements or structure of something.
    Because I have this theory which I keep trying to dismiss, because it’s just to disheartening, but every time I do it forces its way back in. Theory being that what we exist in is basically a research laboratory. The extent and functionality of which we can’t begin to comprehend.

    I did however see Nightmare Alley yesterday. In my dreams last night I was pursued by a crazy tornado. Apologies for speaking in the negative or being a downer but as the woman I am the dark matter at the deeply reflecting pool. And Guillermo del Toro rocks!

    1. Orlena

      I wouldn’t disagree with you about this reality being a form of experiment. Over the last couple of years – you are your own best subject – it’s saying there have been all sorts of shenanigans in my life from a very early age. I can see it in the lives of others as well. And Ma Tricks are in there. You can extend it to the rubbish with the virus.

      I am left asking’ Why’ ? Why would anyone do something so plain nasty. ‘What is the nature of my game’ as Jagger / Richards asked ? Is it just a subconscious self perpetuating type of simulation or is there a conscious intelligence behind it. Again being my own best subject, it seems to be saying there is an alien involvement however alien fits into the Self as I think we are looking at one consciousness. And ‘spirit’ keeps pointing out robots as well.

      And Guillermo del Toro. Don’t know if you’ve seen Pan’s Labyrinth. Wonderful film.

      1. Frank

        I’m still wondering about ‘gain of function?’ and the Wuhan Lab leak.

        I think there is a connection with the idea of Childhood’s End. And someone? wants to know if we have reached that point. Coming of age…the age of maturity…the age of accountability. So much changes when that threshold is crossed. Some cultures still require a test, especially for males. A quest to prove oneself ready for the responsibility. So much of what’s going on now relates to that idea. And I have this sense that someone? is taking notes. And maybe not necessarily with malice, but just out of a ‘need to know’.

        1. About the watcher and the watcher. Part of the shenanigans. This is a pic on the front page of the village calendar for the upcoming year. You can see a figure . I know it’s me. Its a pic from about 1996 when I walked to work through the snow one day. Firstly who took the pic and why. And why does it show up on the calendar now ? Had all sorts of things with cameras and video cameras showing up over the years.


          And don’t suppose this matters now. My brother was one of the main journalists involved in freeing the Birmingham 6 bombers which was a famous case over here back in the 1990s. It had gone on for a number of years and he made it clear he thought he was being listened to on the phone so we kept the conversations anodyne. And I had heard clicks and weird noises on the old landline whenever we spoke. In hindsight what’s interesting is that I get the impression whoever was listening, which I assumed were security services or maybe someone else was just observing. They didn’t get involved or interfere with what he was involved with.

          And the analyst. Sometimes I get the feeling someone is pouring over what I write and what others write on here. And I think ‘Get a life’ ! If that’s possible these days.

  3. My cousin sent me a Christmas card that said “Naughty list?”

    “Never heard of it”

    with a pic of his own beautiful son.

    Welp, thank you, Cousin.

    You mean a lot to me.

    Our other “cousins” have tried to beat me down…..

    And for WHAT?

    No thing whatsoever…..

    I have NEVER crossed the line, PERIOD.

    I AM an… yeah, “O’Connor.”

    You can’t take that away from me and I WILL fight for it.

    I love you Dan, and thank you!

    1. I just need to correct that it seemed I said my other cousins have tried to beat me down….


      They have ALL been faithful through tough stuff,

      Trish and Chris. I love you.

      And of course, Peg and Claire…your families…

      NONE of you have meant me harm, and could’ve only watched while this saga played out.

      It affected you….

      So I just want you you to know how SORRY I AM about it.

      I really am.

      1. O’Connor

        The name means ‘Patrons of Warriors’. O’Connors have a royal blood line and their family history goes back thousands of years.

        Recorded as O’Conner, O’Connor, Conner, Conor and Connor, this is considered to be historically the most important of all Irish surnames. It represents the last of the true Irish monarchy. The clan is descended from Conchobhar, king of Connacht, who died in battle in 971 a.d. The last two High Kings of Ireland being of this line. They were Turlough O’Connor (1088 – 1156), and Roderick O’Connor (1116 – 1198).

        A coat of arms granted to the O’Connor clan has the blazon of a green shield, charged with a gold lion rampant, double queued and crowned. The Motto is “Nec timeo, nec sperno”, and translates as, “I neither fear nor desire”.


        1. I haven’t watched the Matrix 4 movie yet ….

          But I heard that the gist is…

          “Trinity’s the One.”

            1. I’m pretty sure I’ve posted this before, but Trinity is Neo’s mom.

              And it’s not incestuous or sexual at all….nor should it be seen that way.

              It is what it is.

  4. As a proud mom, all I can say is….

    My son has ALWAYS been #1 with me.

    Just like “John Conner” to his mom, “Sarah Conner.”

    Numero Uno

    The ONE

    So who’s the “Terminator” here?



  5. When you watch the entire first Matrix with this in mind, that Trinity is Neo’s (surrogate) mom…..

    It changes it, doesn’t it. The later films are all about the “lovers” but that’s all pretty creepy, am I right?

    I didn’t watch the later films and don’t know a lot about them…..


    That’s just MY personal interpretation of “The Matrix”!

    A great film such as it is has MANY.

    She’s a mom.

    And a really good one.

    Like me.

    1. And?

      I mean it from my Christ heart, not my “romance” heart.

      Thank you, brother!

      Let’s be baptized together into a NEW LIFE in Christ Jesus.

      1. Trinity

        Have a good New Year 💙

        I can actually remember being baptised when I was about three. It’s one of my first memories. That’s it for me with that. I’m looking within.

        And about women and Jesus. Is what they really really want is for Jesus to fxxk them ? Am I on the right track or is it blasphemy ?

        1. Oy….Frank

          Ha, I guess at “some level” you are right, in that Jesus is the ultimate “man” we Mary Mags forsake Lucifer for, we forsake our “love of the world” and our selves within it. To continue living “in the matrix, but not OF it.”

          Which really gets Lucifer MAD, and INSANELY jealous, and uses his Princely Power of the World to trip you up! Call you a dog, and WHORE. Make his sheep think you have gone crazy…..

          But our “Communion” with Christ would, ahem, be “intercourse” between the King’s and the Woman’s HEART, not gonads.

          It would be BEAUTIFUL and SPIRITUAL, not FLESHLY and UGLY.

          The Marriage of the Groom and the Bride…..

          ABSOLUTELY PURE and….

          “Out of this World”


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