You Found Me

November 30, 2021.Reading time 4 minutes.

If we’ve got this far though, we must be close a point where we actually leave this reality and the ‘Dream’ totally collapses. I can’t imagine how that will be experienced.

As Time Goes By

November 26, 2021.Reading time 1 minute.

My mind is totally blown. And my heart is being mashed up in the alchemical crucible. Always expect the unexpected. Much of what I write about may seem self centred at the moment but this is truly the weirdest place.

The Chain

November 22, 2021.Reading time 4 minutes.

Back in the day, when I started on the path it seemed relatively simple. All you have to do is go into your belief system and emotional coding and release or integrate the Shadow or whatever you do but WTF to the roller coaster and shit storm of Life which then manifests.

Heart Here And Everywhere

November 13, 2021.Reading time 6 minutes.

This “heart brain” is composed of approximately 40,000 neurons that are alike neurons in the brain, meaning that the heart has its own nervous system. In addition, the heart communicates with the brain in many methods: neurologically, biochemically, biophysically, and energetically.

Blinded By The Light

November 9, 2021.Reading time 2 minutes.

When you can make someone very happy it is a gift and when you are in a relationship with someone who makes you very happy it becomes a double gift.

La Grande Illusion

November 5, 2021.Reading time 2 minutes.

It is freedom from the world that the deepest part of you seeks, knowing that in overcoming the world all that is left is God which is all there ever has been and all there ever will be.

Good Cop Bad Cop

November 1, 2021.Reading time 1 minute.

‘Is reality real ?’ It’s a bit of a paradoxical question. Common sense says reality is real and at the same time unreality must be unreal.

The Red Planet

October 28, 2021.Reading time less than 1 minute.

A place outside of time.

Say It Ain’t So Joe

October 25, 2021.Reading time 1 minute.

Down the long and winding road, sometimes the Universe and the little voice tells you things that are so far far out there you wonder whether you are going completely bonkers. Does madness matter ? As Capt Blackadder put it ‘Who would have noticed another mad man around here ?’

The Law Of Innocence

October 21, 2021.Reading time 2 minutes.

The final receptor completing an observation must be something real, existing beyond physical quanta and capable of receiving and properly organizing the distinct impressions of form and structure relayed by the effects of the quanta of matter and energy that we perceive as existing in an objective physical world.

Once Upon A Dime In Hollywood

October 17, 2021.Reading time 2 minutes.

Recently a few events in my past have been pointed out and don’t make a lot of sense apart from one reading of them. Or I’m mad which is entirely possible.

Time Is Money

October 11, 2021.Reading time 3 minutes.

In the movie ‘In Time’, prices were increased as a deliberate policy so that the general mass of humanity would die at a premature age whilst the vampire elite is the best way of putting it who controlled the time currency lived forever.

Running Up That Bill

October 3, 2021.Reading time 2 minutes.

Spirit is saying to me that Time is the real currency. What underlies it all I think is the belief in Death and within this a convoluted system has been set up to keep the Self within linear time.

Staring Into The Abyss

October 1, 2021.Reading time 3 minutes.

I’ve been doing some reviewing the situation and going back through some moments in time which I thought were odd and a repeat pattern has jumped out. Also my eyes have been drawn to details in images which are gross to say the least and very distressing.

In The Cellar

September 28, 2021.Reading time 8 minutes.

And Alien and Skynet and No 1 Signals Unit. ‘Who Is Number 1 ?’ and living over Hellmouth. Maybe it’s just a movie. RAF Rudloe Manor is known as “Britain’s Area 51” since declassified secret files released at the National Archives indicated the site was the centre for UFO investigations in the 1950s.

Mind Games

September 20, 2021.Reading time 3 minutes.

There would appear to be two programs running at the same time. One program which is trying to free the mind and the other which is desperately trying to keep the mound game going and involves mirrors and mind games and the Upside Down and Under the Surface.

Time In Disguise

September 18, 2021.Reading time 2 minutes.

Close your eyes and what do you see ? Is it a man or a masked machine ? Is the world I belong to or just a shade of light ? It’s just time in disguise.

Mysteries Of The Abyss

September 16, 2021.Reading time 7 minutes.

And Metal Lurgy and Ex Machina. For a few years it has become clear that there is something very weird going on with metal.