Waiting For A Train

In Them All.

Controlling the Age DNA.

Amending a famous quote slightly :

‘Permit me to issue and control the Age DNA of a nation, and I care not who makes its laws!’.




Waiting For A Train.



The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.



Daddy My Daddy – The Railway Children.



And Inception.



In the Mal.

Mal translates as Sickness in French.





Damn talking snake or something.


97 thoughts on “Waiting For A Train

    1. ‘The LoveBug was successful in a scattergun fashion, but still relied on social engineering. Had people been less inclined to open an email with the subject line ‘I love you’, the spread of the malware would have been far more limited. If you know hackers might get past your line of defence, prevention can’t be your only option.’

        1. The similarities between the mall and hall are incredible. Great eyes.
          I always wondered why the US capital had an area called the Mall.

          Hall Mall
          HALware MALware

          Dell aware

          1. Anon

            I was meant to see it I think. Given a nudge.

            And Buckingham Palace and Them All.


            ‘The Mall is a short but important road in London. It runs from Buckingham Palace at its western end to Whitehall, right near Trafalgar Square. On the way, it runs through Admiralty Arch. It is closed to traffic on Sundays and public holidays, and on ceremonial occasions.

            The Mall was built as a ceremonial route in the early 20th century. There are similar ceremonial routes in cities such as Berlin, Mexico City, Oslo, Paris, Saint Petersburg, Vienna and Washington, D.C.. These routes are often used for major national ceremonies. When the Mall was built, a new façade (front face) was constructed for Buckingham Palace, and the Victoria Memorial was erected.’

    2. From and including: Monday, 23 September 2019
      To Saturday, 4 July 2020

      Result: 285 days
      It is 285 days from the start date to the end date

      Or 9 months, 11 days

      24,624,000 seconds
      410,400 minutes
      6840 hours 864 the number of the son.

  1. Franks’ “gospel” A Course in Miracles teaches the “Student” to believe

    “I need do nothing”

    All is well

    “There is no threat”

    The exact OPPOSITE of what Jesus came to tell us….

    “You must repent”

    Or you won’t “make it”….

    1. Trinity

      Did Jesus say that ? How do you know ?

      Is it ‘I’ll believe when I see it’ or ‘I’ll see it when I believe it’. In short we experience what we believe even though we may not be conscious of our beliefs ?

      And what the line ‘You need do nothing’ means is that God asks nothing of you or from you. Nor do you have to do or be anything other than you are. You are loved whatever.

      1. Frank,

        Yes, Jesus is quoted in the Gospel to have taught us foremost to repent:

        …16 the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death, a light has dawned.” 17 From that time on Jesus began to preach, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near.” –Matthew 4:17

        I’m not being a jerk, Frank…. But have you actually READ the Gospels Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John…..

        I was raised in Catholic parochial schools and went to Notre Dame, and it’s crazy that nobody I knew or know even now among my friends and family ever actually had READ them themselves…. They and I and I suspect YOU have been fed secondhand interpretations of “Jesus.”

        I read them all after my son was born, a long time ago, but somehow they’ve become imprinted upon me even tho I can’t remember all of it…..

        Honestly, Frank, I’m not arguing with you or asking you to “answer me” here…. As an example, I also used to have opinions of … welp, movies, I’d not seen, like “Pulp Fiction” …. “Ugh, too violent, AWFUL”.. untilI I actually WATCHED it and thought, Hmmm. Wow, there’s something here….

        Believe me, I studied The Course, I did the Workbook twice…..

        It’s to me……


        I only find clarity when I read what Jesus taught, and measure everything I think (when I REMEMBER to, lol) against yes, it sounds so hokey… But against the question, “What would Jesus do?”

        He’s the Rock.

        I am a former “student” of The Course, in the high hopes I would someday become and be able to regard myself as a “Teacher of God,” a “Reverand,” as many “Course” Teachers have called themselves…

        I do think it opened my mind, but I honestly think um….. to What. And to Whom.

        It’s SEDUCTIVE in that it DOES …. reveal the Truth.


        Butt butt butt….

        It opened me and my life up to demonic influences…… I’ve been STALKED and “gang-stalked” ever since I took it up!

        Maybe this IS all for my own Awakening but……

        Why risk it?

        The Course of Miracles purports itself to be the VOICE of Jesus!

        Which It does suggest, you can’t deny that…..

        I honestly believe it is the Voice of Lucifer, who has led me into an IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION…. has separated me from my son…. um, I have lived in FEAR of DEATH for almost 20 years…..


        To get me to despair to the point of wanting to kill myself.

        I’m SIRIUS.

        I agree with its premise: The “World” is NOT REAL.

        I agree with that…

        It’s an Illusion, of which Satan/Ego/Maya is the MASTER….

        But this spiritual warfare for our souls is VERY REAL.

        And JESUS……

        ONLY Jesus…..

        The “Son” of God

        can save us.

        I’m serious.

        “You need do nothing”

        A testament to God’s Unconditional LOVE…..


        It’s a “mystery” and a “paradox”

        I think yes, God loves us unconditionally…..

        But as long as we are SLAVES to “SIN”

        Which is GUILT, that’s ALL it is, I AGREE…..

        But if a person can’t FORGIVE themselves…..

        If you or me are TRAPPED in GUILT that the ego, i.e. Satan, keeps PUMMELING US with…….

        WE NEED JESUS…. as God’s representation of HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE to STEP IN…..

        AND SAVE US!

        I, or you, or WE….can’t do it alone.

        I’m not just a sinner….

        I’m a LEPER!!!

        I need JESUS to heal me!

        1. It’s 1:33 am and I wanted to add this, not sure why….

          I’ve had two “spiritual” um, idk “experiences.”

          The first, ha, I actually can’t remember which came first! They are close together in time and now I know that’s how Satan works…. Insight… then he follows up BEHIND with HIS insight.

          It’s a lot and I’m tired……

          I will tell of it when I am feeling well enough to do so.

          I had a miracle (now I see)…..
          and then I had a false miracle (only now do I see….)

          I love “The Chosen” series and you should all watch it.

          NOW’s the PERFECT TIME.


        2. Trinity

          I was putting my view of your quotes.

          I went to three Church schools so yes, I am aware of the Gospels. Maybe an early introduction to the bigger picture when I got to about the age of 14 I started asking whether any of the Bible was real. If there is any reality to it, the story has been bent to suit IMO.

          I don’t denigrate the Christ as a reality. I think it is probably our true nature. I go with what rings true to me.

          My path led me to divorce and separation from my daughter and other nasties. Extraordinarily difficult but at the same time there was something more going on so I went with it and there seems to be a reason for all the hard stuff.

          1. Frank you and I have had our differences over the years but we have more in common that what divides us. I have been ignored, abused and ridiculed for trying to get us to come together in unity. To be fair you have been on the end of more abuse than anyone.

            I have good cause to have wished I had never came across this site in the first place. However it was all of my own making and I am responsible for my own decisions. It was mean’t to be as it led me on a journey to find the truth.

            The truth is that the male and the female were originally all one body,

            Even so husbands should love their wives as [being in a sense] their own bodies. He who loves his own wife loves himself.

            29 For no man ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and carefully protects and cherishes it, as Christ does His Bride the church,

            30 Because we are all EQUAL members (parts) of the body. Each having our own unique set of particular gifts that are needed and required to work as a team.

            31 For this reason a man (Christ) shall leave his Heavenly Father and his Heavenly Mother and shall be joined to his Bride, and the TWO shall become ONE flesh.

            32 This mystery is very great, but I speak concerning [the relation of] Christ and His Bride (the two make up the body the church.)

            The truth is that we are all part of this one body/family joined to each other.

            Up until now we have been a family at war, divided between the male and the female, the east and the west, the north and the south.

            You mentioned dawn of the dead in the last post and it has to do with lost/past/distant memory. The m all or corridor of time. Going back through the 33 vertebrae the s pine through our ancestral Royal DNA back to the beginning back to s tone…the dawn of time. I updated this post recently.


            The Corpse Bride and Corpse Bridegroom awaken. This is not personal I am not talking to YOU nor is it all about ME it represents all of US.

            1. TTN

              I’ve put a warning sign up now !

              I’ve thought about what ‘joining’ means. For whatever reason, this is where we join I think. And the other websites. Like yourself, I’ve had contact with others on here.

              In this reality, physical union is not easy. I would love to visit Dream in the forests of Finland and Rain in Kazakhstan and Ken in Australia for instance. Especially at the moment !

              My view is union is in the Mind which is what I think we are seeing. The Collapse of the Dream. Not Dream in Finland I hope.

              At some level whatever We is, is connected. I see it every day. It is very bizarre with Jenny and Rebecca at times. And your good self from time to time for example.

              I do have Faith that the Universe knows what it is doing.

              1. Sorry Frank I didn’t mean to offend I was just demonstrating the awakening process that I believe is coming for some of us. As I have stated before I believe we are all already dead/asleep.

                I don’t think we have any understanding of the unity or joining that we once had and which I believe is returning again.

                I am currently dating a psychiatrist from Brighton although I think I maybe more her patient 🤪than her boyfriend.

                I don’t know how exactly but we ended up in the manager of Pink Floyd’s estate it was obscene to get a glimpse of how the other half live all that land just for one person or family.

                However it was the peacock gates which I found very interesting.


                Like a peacock angel guarding the gates to paradise.

          2. Frank,

            Thank you and I’m sorry for…. seeming like I’m judging you and your DEVOTION to GOD….. for mistrusting you. I’m sorry.

            I think the tricky thing about The Course is, um, it CAN lead you HOME….. but it is a minefield, and perhaps, since I’d not kicked my addiction to alcohol before I started…. um, welp! I wasn’t “ready”….

            It’s ONGOING….

            And it’s not for the WEAK….

            It does describe the “ego” (i.e. Satan) to a great extent, and it’s not like it’s trying to hide “him.”



        3. Trinity (as I have been told never to address you with your real name) 😳

          Excellent comments…..can I give you a compliment without getting my head bitten off again.

          To repent in my humble opinion means a complete radical change of thinking leading you to about turn 180 degrees and head in the opposite direction. It leads you to completely change your mind/direction/life/purpose. To leave the old life and way of thinking behind. To die to the self/ego that is holding us back, that is holding us prisoner, that keeps us divided.

          That negative voice in our heads which keeps us in fear, guilt, anger, jealousy and selfishness

          This thing within us has no love or compassion for others it is like an empty shell ey or void. It is afraid of the light because it doesn’t understand it, because it has never known the true unconditional love of God.

          What all this amounts to is that there is good evidence that the primary idea of repentance is a change of mind.

          How do we accomplish this is the main question? Only by receiving new information, new divine truths that enlighten us. We receive this new information from the Holy Spirit…from God.

          Several dictionaries make mention that new information or understanding is often involved (Strong’s, Thayer, Easton’s, Liddel & Scott), which leads to the change of mind.

          This is why the typical definition of the word is: “change of mind based on new information or understanding.” This is universal and applicable to all uses of the word.

          Some synonyms which may convey the gravity of repentance slightly better would be “rethink, reconsider, or think again.” You rarely see a use of repentance where the change of mind was of little significance.


          It’s the battlefield of the mind.

          Romans 12 v2 Do not be conformed to this world (this age), [fashioned after and adapted to its external, superficial customs], but be transformed (changed) by the [entire] renewal of your mind.

          Until this happens (again in my view) we all remain dead, we all remain asleep.

          Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall shine (make day dawn) upon you and give you light.

          1. TTN …..


            “To repent in my humble opinion means a complete radical change of thinking leading you to about turn 180 degrees and head in the opposite direction. It leads you to completely change your mind/direction/life/purpose. To leave the old life and way of thinking behind. To die to the self/ego that is holding us back, that is holding us prisoner….”

            Yes, yes…. yes!

            Where’s our disagreement?

            And what you describe is what Jesus in “The Chosen” called Nicodemus to do…..

            And the sad thing was…..

            Nicodemus didn’t show up…..

            Even though he WANTED to.

            1. “I’m sorry to disappoint you, but I did not come to deliver the people from ROME…..”

              “Then from what?”

              “From sin…..

              From spiritual death.”

        4. The “leper” (we’re ALL LEPERS here….)

          is healed …


          he “FALLS ON HIS KNEES.”

          THAT”S what we “NEED DO.”

          TO be saved, to be healed……

          We must Surrender

          Before the Unconditional Love of Our Father and His ONLY BEGOTTEN SON:


          O Holy Night

          O holy night, the stars are brightly shining,
          It is the night of the dear Saviour’s birth;
          Long lay the world in sin and error pining,
          ‘Till he appeared and the soul felt its worth.
          A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
          For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn;

          Fall on your knees, Oh hear the angel voices!
          O night divine! O night when Christ was born.
          O night, O holy night, O night divine.

          Led by the light of Faith serenely beaming;
          With glowing hearts by his cradle we stand:
          So, led by light of a star sweetly gleaming,
          Here come the wise men from Orient land,
          The King of Kings lay thus in lowly manger,
          In all our trials born to be our friend;

          He knows our need, To our weakness no stranger!
          Behold your King! Before Him lowly bend!
          Behold your King! your King! before him bend!

          Truly He taught us to love one another;
          His law is Love and His gospel is Peace;
          Chains shall he break, for the slave is our brother,
          And in his name all oppression shall cease,
          Sweet hymns of joy in grateful Chorus raise we;
          Let all within us praise his Holy name!

          Christ is the Lord, then ever! ever praise we!
          His pow’r and glory, evermore proclaim!
          His pow’r and glory, evermore proclaim!

      1. “Every man carries within him, unconsciously,
        the memory of ancient civilisations.
        Similarly, the rock is a fragment
        of the World’s memory.”

        Carl Gustav Jung, Memories

        Over the sea to Skye

        Home to Tara

        slán agat

  2. Wow, I FOUND the “O Holy Night” I was looking for… and of course! It’s sung by “Perry Como,” my dad’s favorite singer of all time….

    Thank you, Dad.

    This IS a BEAUTIFUL rendition.

    1. Actually I think my dad was a cross between Perry Como and Paul Newman!

      No wonder I love this so much.


      1. My dad… was not a drinker.

        But he WAS a good man, and everybody said when they were shooting this movie downtown in Boston…..

        It was like my dad could’ve been “Paul Newman’s” body double…

        I love you Dad! So so much….

        1. Do you see the time stamp?

          I only saw it now…..

          Jesus is Real

          I love you Jesus!

          <3 <3 <3

            1. If there is no “triangle”…… meaning I have not participated in any sexual or even “adulterous” transgression…..

              then I’m free no matter what YOU SAY….

              NO MATTER

              I’m free

              It might not look like it but…..

              you should follow my example.

              1. Listen, I don’t even know what TRAIN you are are waiting for.

                If you are one of THEM?

                I suggest you get off…….

                But you can’t…..


                    1. I wasn’t gonna post EVER AGAIN!…. hahaha…

                      But why is this priest sitting in the corner of this very GREEN and WHITE wall.

                      He has BACKGROUNDS every time, some of them “green screen” of monasteries, um….nature… or in one of his retreats, an eagle flying…. with its wings in the DOWN position…. um…. yeah. He says he is a priest of “obedience” to his SUPERIORS int he Roman Catholic Church, i.e. that’s not to GOD….

                      He’s obedient to his “Father” in Rome! That means Pope Francis.

                      I don’t trust this priest….. despite his “good intentions”….


                    2. Other clues: the image of the white dove of the Holy Spirit pointed DOWN.

                      Like it is over the statue of St. Mary in his church…..

                      Dead giveaway.

                    3. My “Life’s Drama” is scripted by “Satan” (the “Ego”).

                      I mean, c’mon…..

                      The only movie my dad ever invited me to go see with him at the local Wellesley movie house was…..


                      I was an adult by then so the sex, we just pretended not to notice….

                      We both agreed it was a good movie!

                      But later in time, after watching it again, I realized, heheheh, they had mixed up a reel in it….. so WHATEVER, it was kinda CONFUSING!

                      This was WAY back in time, when they had to load REELS of film onto the projector….

                      Any WHO……

                      That’s the TRUTH Ruth!


                    4. And the Way OFF the Train?

                      OUT of the deadly conclusion of EVERY Tragic SCRIPT?

                      Is Jesus!

                      The Way the Truth and the Life!


                      I’m just saying …..

                      I’m saying No to Satan’s script.

                      Via con Dios, Every ONE!

                      Adios….. AMIGOS.

                      Fare well, FRIENDS.


                    5. Bullies and their “kin” are people you need to avoid…..

                      Yeah, like the plague.


                    6. One final note: “Excalibur” like ALL of mankind’s “stories,” demonizes the woman.

                      “King Arthur” ALWAYS gets a pass…..

                      For a MUTUAL TRANSGRESSION called incest….

                      Suddenly the female in the equation is a WITCH….

                      could be, could be….. BUT

                      Incest is TABOO for a REASON.

                      It’ll get you BOTH sent to “Hell” in this life…..


                      Your HELL is NOW.

                    7. And I just have to ask……

                      Where were the parents?

                      Or was this just another “bullying” situation?

                      Was the mother’s brother a “bully” to the mother’s own husband?

                      Well yeah, when your husband is just a janitor, and your brother is mob -ster and can call the shots…..

                      Well then, we KNOW who’s gonna WIN when HIS daughter gets pregnant by his nephew.


                      I’m gonna go puke now

                    8. OK, and I will admit it….

                      Like Anonymous tagged me very early on, I keep posting on here…. For what?

                      yeah, hoping someone “out there” is gonna somehow HELP me. Lol, offer me a job… haha!

                      Gonna see I’m right, and THEY are wrong!

                      Gonna see I’ve been abused!

                      Gonna …. save me.

                      I’m on the cusp of REALLY seeing my own…. self-abuse.

                      It’s very very scary, you might think it would be better to just die…. but that is the spirit of FEAR that comes, on the darkest night……

                      Before the dawn.

                    9. I don’t believe anymore in “birthdays.”

                      I don’t believe anymore in “astrology.” (I’m an “Aries,” which is right next to Ur-anus. Coincidence MUCH?)

                      My birthday, 3/22 = Skull & Bones

                      I don’t believe that’s my “destiny.”

                      I don’t believe our destiny is “written in the stars” ANYMORE….

                      once you’ve been born again in Jesus Christ.

                      Once you are born again, you know “All THAT is GONE.”

                      We are MOVING into the Valley of Death…..

                      No stars, even Sirius, the “Death” Star….

                      The Dog Star, yes.

                      None of “THEM” have any HOLD on you once you accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your Savior….

                      Who WILL bring you “home.”

                      IF you FOLLOW Him.
                      IF you OBEY Him… (to “Love God the Father and One Another as Yourself”)
                      IF you LOVE Him.

                      Three helicopters do a “fly over” for Sgt. “More’s” speech…..

                      It’s a SIGN

                    10. No one else has mentioned this but this “Lady” Jizz-laine is most likely a transgender. No real “woman” would do what she is suspected of doing.

                      Also now being talked about as an Is-rae-lyyy SPY.

                      A PLANT to bring down America, from yes, ZI on ist Juice. 🙂

                      Men like “her” do not “care” for children, EVEN their own children, like their mothers do…..

                      “She” has a strange body and you can see the Adam’s apple is some shots…. Not a woman’s body.

                      But the DEAD GIVEAWAY?

                      Is this man’s self-satisfied smile in every socialite snapshot.

                      That, my friends, is a monster, NOT a woman.

  3. The “answer” to life’s problems is “NO.”


    All Neo needs to say to the Agents is…..


      1. Mary Magdalen is a GODDESS..?

        Temptation for me to think so…..

        I think not.

        She was a sinner, and was saved….

        That is all.

        She should not be celebrated…….


    1. Katy is mind controlled and puts out bad 440hz beats with cheesy symbolism. I’ll pray for her.

      1. Anonymous (hi)

        I don’t worship these “actors” so their um, spiritual character is not of a concern to me…. apparently they’re all transgenders?

        I have NO IDEA.

        I’m a “film critic”

        Not a fan of “actors”

        A fan of “film” that has in some way some sort of “guidance” from…


        I’ve risen above my own juvenile “celebrity worship”….

        And HOW


        1. if the exterior world is a reflection of the interior, i’d say all the bans and restrictions and germophobias about the body we’re seeing are the logical conclusion of centuries of mortification and *new age* rhetoric about how we have to ”ascend” out of our *rotting bags of flesh*

        2. can’t win with these cv determinations. damned if you’re sick, damned if you ain’t. symptoms get you locked up. being asymptomatic itself is a *symptom*

          1. Anonymous…

            That’s the definition of OUR…


            This WORLD is….

            a “Catch-22.”


            1. i.e.

              You’re damned if you don’t (haha, if you don’t give up the alcoghoul….therefore you are a DRUNK….)

              and you’re damned if you DO!

              Oh yeah…. well, you’re just a DOG that takes it up the ass and a stupid DEER that’s being hunted…. and You’re dead…..)

              Now that just sucks….


              I’m OVER IT!

              Gonna give it up!

              EVEN if it results in?

              my …. my…..

              deer own dismemberment….

              and yikers….


              when “they eat me”?



              yuh yuh yuh…..

              Crazy c-c-c-crayaaazy….


              I’m READY

              1. So I keep TRYING to post the bit chute vid “Is THIS Torture?” from Amazing Polly on BitChute and I’m getting “blocked”… “Whatever you’re into it’s on tumblr?”


                THIS is torture….

                Right here on yeah right, “WordPRess”

                Complements of????

                YUP, you GOT IT:

                The CIA


                Post this, mf’s

                  1. Amazing Polly, ending her vid in thanks to her supporters and how they hearten her as she poses AGAIN the question:

                    “Does the handling of this virus amount to torture?”

                    “I want all of you to be heartened as well…. because while all of this seems to be bad bad bad news, negative stuff….I truly believe that once you can NAME what’s happening to you…. You can begin to recover your morale and your ability to fight it [i.e. the torture]…. and….
                    your SPIRIT.


                    1. https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-lists/earth-wind-fire-12-essential-songs-26670/sweetbacks-theme-1971-27970/

                      Wow, for anybody who cares….. I find that photo of EWF really sad.

                      The “man” on the left clearly looks like HE is proudly brandishing a “rack”…..

                      I mean……

                      This is SICKNESS, and it COMES FROM HELL.

                      I just want to cry….. how Satan has tricked each of us into throwing away our OWN sexuality and rights of being a woman…. For women: Oh sure, I HAVE TO BE EQUAL and I will work myslef to the bone until I die to prove it! For men: Oh, women are sluts…. or uh, women are dirty, or… uh, women are too much work….. better to go gay.

                      HELL is on the HORIZON, for all of us.


                    2. The lack of breast-feeding……

                      is MAJOR

                      Of course I can’t QUOTE a scientific study that shows children who are not breast fed show what, they’re fucked up

                    3. ….children who were lost from their very beginning and by Satan’s plan to block them from bonding with their own mother…..through blocking breastfeeding! Promoting fake baby milk…..

                      Lost children….. all of them!…..

                      This is it, people. I get sick pondering this stuff.

                      This is it.

                    4. But….

                      Roland Emmerich got it wrong!

                      Destruction will come…..

                      upon a flat and level and immovable…..


                      Just the way God made it.

                    5. 🙂 🙂 🙂

                      Holy Cow…… Am I right?

                      talk about a LEGEND….

                    6. In other words?

                      Time to…..


                      before it’s too late….


  4. don’t wait for a train.
    you’ll have to get your temp checked and clearing your throat on the platform…no bueno….


  5. the obsession with age and aging and not aging….ffs….give it a break, marketers….

    it is what it is. no product can change what it is

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