Owner Of A Lonely Heart

 

The pain of separation.

The universe speaks to me in strange ways. It’s a foreign language but seems to confirm that our reality isn’t.

 

 

Ghosting.

 

 

 

I take the view that whatever and whoever is real, and is a big question in itself, shares a common trauma bond which is the imagined separation from God. Our personal and collective relationships reflect the relationship with All There Is and is difficult to understand for the human mind which is programmed to see separation. We are programmed to Look Without rather than Within. Seeking to join in personal relationships and the urge to merge can be counter productive. At the core we don’t ‘need to join’ because we are already joined and can be an attempt at ego control and at the same time our personal relationships are tremendously important. It’s a paradox.

And ‘Follow Your Own Trail’. The Ego mind seeks a consensus perspective which purely from the individual perspective it is not going to get and woe betide anyone who attempts to see reality from a different view to its belief system. Which is why ‘My Way’ is very important on the path. Your life experiences are for you. The ego mind has a sophisticated defence and I’ve noticed even those who are genuinely on the path can still be part of the Self Police. We all want freedom and maybe the most important aspect of My Way is letting others Go Your Own Way especially with ‘Thought’ which becomes very apparent when what you are seeing doesn’t match with what others are saying is happening. And what speaks to you may not speak to others.

The 3D reality would seem to be incredibly complex and involves different dimensions and time zones and personal multi dimensions. There has been much talk of the Great Reset which is basically an attempt by the 3D mind to continue with the same old same old but just given a makeover. Part of it is the Brave New Hi Tech World and much of this has been under the surface for some time it would appear. Creepy Crawley.

Music speaks.

Deep State. Everyone Says Hi Tex.

I’ve just sent off an email to someone saying ‘Please tell me I’m going mad’ about something that has cropped up. I’ve got the horrible feeling I’m not going mad though. Some of this is weird beyond belief beyond belief beyond belief.

 

 

Ex Machina.

 

 

Dolly and Cloning. Baa.

 

 

Transgender guy.

 

 

Nothing really changes though in my opinion. There is only one real problem and one real cure and that is ending the separation with God.

The mind can be changed.

 

71 thoughts on “Owner Of A Lonely Heart

    1. Roob

      This showed up yesterday in Red Pill. Have Faith, Hope and Charity.

      Went up to my brother the weekend before last. Had a LA connection as well. Like a lot of places I’m visiting at present, it has turned into a village out of time. Ethereal is my best description. That’s not even adequate. Extraordinarily weird. All sorts of stuff materialised from the visit. One of which is beyond belief even by our standards. To a new level of ‘beyond belief’.

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    1. I believe the crudity of one’s comments reflects only upon oneself.

      And I never knew this, as a cat person, but my Jewish friend Lezzz-LIE, owner of disgusting pugs, mentioned to me that they eat their own shit.

      I never knew…..

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    1. OK, I’ll give a stab at it, Frank.

      I think these are questions, that once we start pondering them, lead us into FEAR, and even DESPAIR.

      WE cannot ponder the “unfathomable.”

      Our Creator is unfathomable….

      Therefore He/She doesn’t want us to “ponder” it at all! Like a Good Mother of a tiny child, All Creator (He/She) wants is for us to OBEY. PERIOD (and for good reason!) To obey when She/He commands her child STOP!!! Before it runs into the path of a speeding car.

      Our Father/Mother wants us children to obey the commandments, no questions asked, thereby protecting us from Satan’s traps and lairs., TRUE DANGER!!!….because we are ALL just TODDLERS. We KNOW NOT WHAT WE DO.

      If we try to “figure it all out,” it will only cause our own distress…..

      That’s what the “Commandments” were intended for, shepherding children away from danger, EXACTLY what Jesus taught.

      “Love one another as I have loved you.” And just pray to the Father in the prayer I give you: Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who trespass against us. and “deliver us from the evil one.”

      PRAY to the Father! Pray every day:

      “Deliver us from the Matrix!”

      “Deliver us from HELL.”

      Because if we keep trying to “know it all,” just like Adam and Eve were tempted to do, we will despair.

      Jesus said to his Apostles, there is so much more to tell you, but at this time, you cannot bear it.

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      1. “Jesus Teaches that we must become as Little Children”

        Yes, wise as serpents but innocent as doves!

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  1. The Mother and Child Reunion.

    ‘The father does not own the daughter to dictate that she should use only his surname. If the minor daughter is happy with her surname, (wait for it)…what is your problem?” 🤨 😍

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  2. So like I said I do enjoy watching the different interpretations of the Gospel.

    This one REALLY highlights idk, the SECRET of Jesus and Mary Magdalene.

    HE ALWAYS RESISTED DOING MIRACLES.

    Jesus did this miracle, of raising Lazarus from the dead, because as you can see….

    He DID IT FOR MARY of MAGDALA…..

    Because he MOURNED WITH HER and FOR HER in her loss of her brother, Lazarus.

    THIS WAS IT!!!

    He couldn’t help himself, and?

    It is the MIRACLE that got Him crucified.

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    1. LOL, that’s what, Sedona? The American West, famous! From westerns….

      Monument Valley? I know I’m a snob about “ALL THE PLACES I’VE BEEN” but I’ve never been there! Hahaha, that they actually, uh, filmed the “Greatest Story Ever Told” there, ….

      yeah we were all innocent then….

      It’s fine

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      1. So it was the “miracle that got Him crucified”

        Kinda yeah…..

        All “meant to be” but not?

        The story is so multi-faceted that’s why we have four gospels (versions) of the SAME STORY!

        It’s like deep wisdom at work, so we could read the “Greatest Story Ever told” from four different perspectives…..

        Like?

        A DIAMOND

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        1. I know about the “occult.”

          But you MUST REALIZE that the “Occult” has been in Hollywood FOREVER, even in films that I and you “LOVE.”

          Images of sultry movie heroines we worked to emulate, as best we could.

          Whatever the “occult” puts forth is LITERALLY the upside-down version of the REAL THING: women.

          Mel Gibson, my hero forever!!!, said that he was told by a MAJOR PRODUCER (you know he ain’t lyin’) that a real woman is NEVER shown UP on the BIG SCREEN unless she is naked, or dead, and preferably both.

          UGH (thank you, Mel)

          So this vid shows you the ABSOLUTE OPPOSITE of what Jesus taught women to seek.

          “Diamonds are NOT a Woman’s Best Friend”

          They actually could be her death!

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  3. I’m sorry but I just need to point out what I “unknowingly” posted!

    It’s a miracle, I’m serious….

    The final shot of the above James Bond vid is of a DIAMOND produced from?

    A woman’s WOMB.

    PERIOD!!!!

    hahahaha!

    Why do I laugh?

    Because I can see and feel and love that JESUS IS WITH ME.

    🙂

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    1. I’m also feeling a lot of deja vu, i”ve posted all this before!

      Welp,I want to be a TEACHER of GOD.

      Sope?

      It involves a LOT of repetition.

      Just like their brainwashing.

      Same thing over and over again……

      That’ all a “teacher” can do”

      JESUS JESUS JESUS

      Do you get it now?

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  4. The earth is um, maybe not “flat,” but it’s LEVEL. It’s definitely not a globe spinning through space….

    This is CRUCIAL. My sister asked me, Why does it matter?

    It MATTERS!

    Because the idea we live on a globe spinning through “Space” is what CONTROLS us, in EVERY ASPECT of our lives.

    THEY live!

    And we ARE their SLAVES.

    It’s not a matter of WHEN we become their slaves….

    WE ALREADY ARE!!!

    How ANYONE cannot see that is beyond me.

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  5. “Diamonds Are Forever”

    These “End Times” revelations that have been exposed, Epstein Island (it’s not the only one!), Disney (with its underground TUNNEL system to which children are snatched and go “missing,” and Ghislaine Maxwell talking about the under-sea “kingdom” and inviting people to pay money to become “citizens” of “TerraMar” in which they can mine “DIAMONDS” (CHILDREN) in secret traveling under the deep blue sea….

    What evil lurks beneath the beautiful Deep Blue Sea?

    And we never see any JUSTICE or ANY ARRESTS, and hear of “Secret Tribunals” and so-called “pedovores” like “HANX” being executed ….. that the MILITARY has it ALL UNDER CONTROL…. LIES LIES LIES, that’s why HANGINGS for TREASON were done PUBLICLY!

    It’s just DEPRESSING.

    I don’t think “justice” is possible in Satan’s kingdom down here on “terra firma.”

    It’s SATAN’s kingdom, that’s WHY.

    That’s why Jesus taught us to pray:
    “Our Father, Who art in HEAVEN,
    hallowed be THY NAME (Hallelu JAH!)…

    “THY kingdom come!

    “THY Will be done (not Satan’s)
    here on earth
    As it IS in HEAVEN….

    “And put us not to the Final TEST (the Lake of Fire which IS at the NORTH pole)

    “But DELIVER us from the Evil One…..

    “For THINE is the “KINGDOM”
    And the POWER
    And the GLORY

    FOREVER AND EVER!

    Hallelujah!

    And so we must pray every day to be “delivered” from this EVIL MATRIX!

    By Our MESSIAH, the Son of the Father, who promised He will come again!

    Come, Lord JESUS!

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  6. What is Satan’s target?

    It’s in the opening scene of the James Bond vid above:

    A gun pointed at a woman’s WOMB “dressed” with a chastity BELT of diamonds!!!

    From which Satan reaps DIAMONDS: children’s innocence and ultimately their souls.

    “Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil walketh about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.” 1 Peter 5:8

    “Devour” means to EAT. And Satan wants the children of God to EAT EACH OTHER before the Second Coming! He’s almost succeeded! WE have CANNIBALS all around us, and we are being conditioned by unknowingly eating human meat at McDONald’s to have a TASTE for it.

    Another scene shows the female reproductive system: uterus, fallopian tubes, ovaries…

    It’s WHY “women” have been raped, murdered, stalked, treated as “chattel” and thus “trash” since time immemorial….

    PERSECUTED by Satan FROM THE BEGINNING!

    It’s the reason WHY the Father sent JESUS into the world, to save WOMEN, in the FIRST PLACE.

    Women, the MOTHERS of “mankind.”

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  7. To Satan, all women are DOGS.

    And he DECEIVED us into “obeying” HIM with his diamond “dog collars” (did you see in the video?).

    Which is?

    A woman’s diamond ENGAGEMENT ring!

    That’s her dog collar in Satan’s kingdom down here on earth:

    “Earth” is an anagram for both “Heart” and?

    “Hater”

    The god of this “world” is Satan, the “Hater.”

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  8. And it’s in the “Lord’s Prayer” how Satan wants to conquer US, the Father’s children….

    By denying their daily prayer to….

    “Give us this day our daily bread.”

    He’s going to try to STARVE us to death.

    Thereby mocking US and our “prayer” to “Our Father.”

    His attacks are ALWAYS mockery, both of the Creator, and US, His/Her CHILDREN.

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  9. And I’ll be damned if I allow the low-life chimney man, who I invited into my new home, in the hopes he would become my partner in it and in my life as a single mother…..

    And who asked if he could “do it in there,” and I said, “Um, okay….? Whatever….”

    I’ll be damned to allow that SCUMBAG to ruin my life and try to ruin my son’s.

    If I saw him on the street today, I don’t know what I would do…..

    It’s possible I would run straight at him and kill him with my bare hands.

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  10. But the chimney man is obviously a broken person, just as I am, and I suppose “meant well.”

    I apologized when he called me a while after to ask me out, that it would make him feel better about “what happened” between us. I told him NO, and that it would never work between us, and that I honestly didn’t “know what I was doing.” (Well now I know the house is haunted, but anyway…..) That I was trying to recapture the closeness I had had with my husband…..

    But I’m a broken person as well…. I never knew just HOW broken until idk, just in the past couple months, getting ready to MOVE OUT and going through all my “mementos,” that Holy Spirit showed me the pic of me as a 2-3 yr old, my dad his arms hooked around mine sitting in the sand at the beach and trying to get me to sit in his lap.

    All the pieces of our broken family fell into place with that realization, that REVELATION:

    Why my dad spent an hour in the bathroom every single morning getting his hair just right for work. Why his boss (lover?) and their entire family smilingly called my dad “The Silver Fox.”

    Why I don’t remember hugs from dad, only a cold fear of touching…. No hugs from mom either.

    Why my mother was in a RAGE my entire childhood, and when on one Christmas morning, she opened my dad’s present to her, a pretty gold watch, and why she THREW IT ACROSS THE ROOM.

    Yeah.

    Happy times…..

    🙂

    And why I AM…..

    “THE GIRL with the DRAGON tattoo” but it’s on my head……

    The snakelike “cow lick” that ruins my “crown.”

    My mom told me doing my spit curls for kindergarten that a woman’s hair is her “crown and glory.”

    Welp

    Mine WAS golden all the way up thru high school…..

    But I had no idea about the snake in it, that every one could see…..

    BUT ME.

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  11. And that is WHY Jesus taught us to call NO ONE “father” in this world but only your Father, WHO is in HEAVEN.

    Hallelu JAH

    I forgive my dad, and I still love him.

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  12. So just go to “Trending” on BitChute right now……

    “Reconnecting with SOURCE and the POWA” by “The CROW House,” Max Igan (not his real name)

    Perfect example of Jesus proclaiming, “If you are not with me, you are against me.”

    PERIOD

    No mention of Jesus, Our MESSIAH, in any of these POPULAR “TRUTHERS”:

    McAllister ( I love you babe, but you seem desperate lately…. that lying dog “Gene”, I mean come on!), Mark “Dice” (an FTM if ever I saw one, and hateful in his pathetic real-life interviews with “real” people on the beach), um…”NaturalNEWS” another suspect, speaks lispy like, and I even BOUGHT HIS SURVIVAL FOOD a few YEARS ago…. just fear porn)….um, “Jim Crenshaw” ??? all his vids are from other creators, and somehow I think “he” is a psyop, sick of his thumbnail pic that’s for sure…..um, hey Styxenhammer666? You are cute. And? Clueless.

    “ChristianPatriotNews” Give it up already, buddy! You are DELUDED. Even tho you proclaim faith in Jesus Christ, go figure.

    X22 Report, oh…. hey there! You’re um…. yeah. I DON”T NEED TO SAY IT, ONCE ANYONE HEARS YOUR VOICE. Guh-ayy. Juh-EWWW. PERIOD!

    “The Salty Cracker”…… 🙂 I’d say, um….. you need to get outside of that room. Just for a bit of fresh air?

    “Dr. Steve Turdley” um yeah

    So anywho…..

    GET WOKE OR GO BROKE!!!

    Actually it’s an “AND”

    Get woke in the name of Jesus Christ….and?

    Go broke, and?

    BE FREE

    I AM!!!!

    🙂

    NO FEAR

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      1. Let me weigh in my two cents:

        NO MORE ABORTION….
        (Since “they” won’t give women who know they have made a mistake or have been attacked or seduced, why don’t we have like the after-morning pill? That PREVENTS conception? Abortion should only be allowed up to when it is first viable (Why not until 8 weeks? Still, we must find an alternative instead of calling women baby killers, PERIOD!!!) They have NOT FOUND ALTERNATIVE BIRTH CONTROL FOR WOMEN BECAUSE THEY WANT THEIR FETUSES!!!)

        NO MORE SODOMY

        NO MORE GAY “MARRIAGE”… you want “civil unions,” then fine but…won’t you be outing yourselves as SODOMITES?

        Like President Trump said….

        ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

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  13. Sodom and Gomorrah Destroyed
    Genesis 19

    19 The two angels arrived at Sodom in the evening, and Lot was sitting in the gateway of the city. When he saw them, he got up to meet them and bowed down with his face to the ground. 2 “My lords,” he said, “please turn aside to your servant’s house. You can wash your feet and spend the night and then go on your way early in the morning.”

    “No,” they answered, “we will spend the night in the square.”

    3 But he insisted so strongly that they did go with him and entered his house. He prepared a meal for them, baking bread without yeast, and they ate. 4 Before they had gone to bed, all the men from every part of the city of Sodom—both young and old—surrounded the house. 5 They called to Lot, “Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them.”

    6 Lot went outside to meet them and shut the door behind him 7 and said, “No, my friends. Don’t do this wicked thing. 8 Look, I have two daughters who have never slept with a man. Let me bring them out to you, and you can do what you like with them. But don’t do anything to these men, for they have come under the protection of my roof.”

    9 “Get out of our way,” they replied. “This fellow came here as a foreigner, and now he wants to play the judge! We’ll treat you worse than them.” They kept bringing pressure on Lot and moved forward to break down the door.

    10 But the men inside reached out and pulled Lot back into the house and shut the door. 11 Then they struck the men who were at the door of the house, young and old, with blindness so that they could not find the door.

    12 The two men said to Lot, “Do you have anyone else here—sons-in-law, sons or daughters, or anyone else in the city who belongs to you? Get them out of here, 13 because we are going to destroy this place. The outcry to the Lord against its people is so great that he has sent us to destroy it.”

    14 So Lot went out and spoke to his sons-in-law, who were pledged to marry his daughters. He said, “Hurry and get out of this place, because the Lord is about to destroy the city!” But his sons-in-law thought he was joking.

    15 With the coming of dawn, the angels urged Lot, saying, “Hurry! Take your wife and your two daughters who are here, or you will be swept away when the city is punished.”

    16 When he hesitated, the men grasped his hand and the hands of his wife and of his two daughters and led them safely out of the city, for the Lord was merciful to them. 17 As soon as they had brought them out, one of them said, “Flee for your lives! Don’t look back, and don’t stop anywhere in the plain! Flee to the mountains or you will be swept away!”

    18 But Lot said to them, “No, my lords, please! 19 Your servant has found favor in your eyes, and you have shown great kindness to me in sparing my life. But I can’t flee to the mountains; this disaster will overtake me, and I’ll die. 20 Look, here is a town near enough to run to, and it is small. Let me flee to it—it is very small, isn’t it? Then my life will be spared.”

    21 He said to him, “Very well, I will grant this request too; I will not overthrow the town you speak of. 22 But flee there quickly, because I cannot do anything until you reach it.” (That is why the town was called Zoar.)

    23 By the time Lot reached Zoar, the sun had risen over the land. 24 Then the Lord rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah—from the Lord out of the heavens. 25 Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, destroying all those living in the cities—and also the vegetation in the land. 26 But Lot’s wife looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.

    27 Early the next morning Abraham got up and returned to the place where he had stood before the Lord. 28 He looked down toward Sodom and Gomorrah, toward all the land of the plain, and he saw dense smoke rising from the land, like smoke from a furnace.

    29 So when God destroyed the cities of the plain, he remembered Abraham, and he brought Lot out of the catastrophe that overthrew the cities where Lot had lived.

    Lot and His Daughters
    30 Lot and his two daughters left Zoar and settled in the mountains, for he was afraid to stay in Zoar. He and his two daughters lived in a cave. 31 One day the older daughter said to the younger, “Our father is old, and there is no man around here to give us children—as is the custom all over the earth. 32 Let’s get our father to drink wine and then sleep with him and preserve our family line through our father.”

    33 That night they got their father to drink wine, and the older daughter went in and slept with him. He was not aware of it when she lay down or when she got up.

    34 The next day the older daughter said to the younger, “Last night I slept with my father. Let’s get him to drink wine again tonight, and you go in and sleep with him so we can preserve our family line through our father.” 35 So they got their father to drink wine that night also, and the younger daughter went in and slept with him. Again he was not aware of it when she lay down or when she got up.

    36 So both of Lot’s daughters became pregnant by their father. 37 The older daughter had a son, and she named him Moab; he is the father of the Moabites of today. 38 The younger daughter also had a son, and she named him Ben-Ammi; he is the father of the Ammonites of today.

    So in other words, SODOMY and sex between MEN is WAY WORSE than incest.
    Who’d a think? Makes sense tho…..

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  14. I mean once again, the pregnant woman is EVIL….

    Um, where is the MAN who impregnated her?

    Welp, he’s NOT a “Man.”

    He’s VERMIN.

    And whoever he is, he should be exterminated.

    PERIOD

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  15. MEN are the ones who are supposed to be in charge…. and to protect and shepherd their women!

    MEN are the ones who are RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS UNDER GOD.

    MEN are the ones who will be called to account on JUDGEMENT DAY.

    Stop shluffing off your GUILTY SINS on your women, you LOSERS.

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  16. And I mean this Johnny Depp and Amber “Turd” um, what is it, trial?…..

    hahahaha!

    From whence does this utter shite come from…..?

    It’s FAAAAKE.

    Wake up, sheeple

    It’s only meant to DENIGRATE, um yeah, well ME….(I never shit on chimney man’s bed, OK?)

    But WOMEN IN GENERAL.

    EVERYONE LOVES JOHNNY.

    He’s so cool, and I agree?!

    “Amber” is COMPLETELY fake….

    It’s ALL a fake psyop and….?

    DISTRACTION

    From what????

    What is “coming”?

    Thanks, Snarky, for making sure you let all your viewers know that “God is control.”

    But…..

    WE the children of God already KNOW that….

    That WHATEVER is coming down the pike is… um, going to make us “shit our pants”?

    JESUS already TOLD US THIS (um, more eloquently, that’s for sure….) AND THAT’S WHY WE ARE PREPARED:

    21 And he looked up, and saw the rich men casting their gifts into the treasury.

    2 And he saw also a certain poor widow casting in thither two mites.

    3 And he said, Of a truth I say unto you, that this poor widow hath cast in more than they all:

    4 For all these have of their abundance cast in unto the offerings of God: but she of her penury hath cast in all the living that she had.

    5 And as some spake of the temple, how it was adorned with goodly stones and gifts, he said,

    6 As for these things which ye behold, the days will come, in the which there shall not be left one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down.

    7 And they asked him, saying, Master, but when shall these things be? and what sign will there be when these things shall come to pass?

    8 And he said, Take heed that ye be not deceived: for many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and the time draweth near: go ye not therefore after them.

    9 But when ye shall hear of wars and commotions, be not terrified: for these things must first come to pass; but the end is not by and by.

    10 Then said he unto them, Nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom:

    11 And great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.

    12 But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name’s sake.

    13 And it shall turn to you for a testimony.

    14 Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer:

    15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.

    16 And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.

    17 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake.

    18 But there shall not an hair of your head perish.

    19 In your patience possess ye your souls.

    20 And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh.

    21 Then let them which are in Judaea flee to the mountains; and let them which are in the midst of it depart out; and let not them that are in the countries enter thereinto.

    22 For these be the days of vengeance, that all things which are written may be fulfilled.

    23 But woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck, in those days! for there shall be great distress in the land, and wrath upon this people.

    24 And they shall fall by the edge of the sword, and shall be led away captive into all nations: and Jerusalem shall be trodden down of the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles be fulfilled.

    25 And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring;

    26 Men’s hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.

    27 And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory.

    28 And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh.

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  17. And FINALLY I have understood how the Batman has led me and all of us astray, and why the “Dark Knight Trilogy” is demonic.

    First, remember this scene? (Notice how “Bruce” (Christian Bale) can barely hide his fangs….and his smirking)

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  18. And what he says, from what Rachel told him to:

    “It’s not what I am underneath, it’s what I DO that defines me.”

    Um, NO

    OPPOSITE

    (And this figures in with the False Apostle St. Paul and his “teachings” that I need to investigate further…..)

    NOPE NOPE NOPE

    It is not what I “do,” but it is what I AM “underneath” that DEFINES ME.

    Get it?

    Satan wants to convince you that by what you have “done” nullifies your status as a Child of Yah.

    NOPE

    Can’t

    When I first tried to give up alcohol, trying to be “good,” Jesus “revealed” to me that:

    HE loves me no matter WHAT, PERIOD.

    Well yeah!

    The “alcoholism” has no bearing on the purity of my soul.

    I am saved.

    And it is BECAUSE I am trying to fight its demonic power over me that Jesus told me, you don’t need to, I love you anyway….. Because I have NO CONTROL over “what I do” in THIS WORLD, because it is ruled by a demonic power, an “alcoghoul.”

    Satan

    Get it?

    🙂

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  19. Ain’t it WEIRD how the rapist in the Thelma & Louise clip looks just like Jakie’s future self?

    Is THAT what all you FAMILY want for him???

    YOU are the REASON he has turned this way…..

    PERIOD

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    1. Because why?

      Because it’s possible I WILL kill him if he DENIGRATES me again, his friend’s mother…. if he doesn’t “apologize” for saying what he said about me ONLINE: “What kind of woman takes it up the ass?”

      Pfh–wha???

      He’s INSANE.

      I’m not going to seek him out…..

      But it’s all in the Father’s hands now.

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  20. WHY are you all STILL stalking me when the Sheriff married another woman?

    And has two kids by her???

    WTH is YOUR PROBLEM???

    Did he fake his death just to get away from the new bitch in his life?

    IDK….

    But it AIN’T MY PROBLEM.

    Seriously

    YOU CAN ALL FUCK YOURSELVES

    And?

    I MEAN IT

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  21. So to end my RANT 🙂

    I’ll just note:

    “Jim Crenshaw” was “top o’ the list” a few moments ago with a stupid video with the pic of a girl, her ass out, bending over to pick up a rock to throw it at a passing vehicle, um with some guy partner in crime…..

    JIM CRENSHAW’s commentary: “You throw stones at cars, you might have cars thrown at you!! Here we got two birds with one stone, or somesuch…. Is that a threat, “Mr.” Crenshaw?

    Haha, I’ve already had cars thrown at me, loser.

    Bring it on

    X22 has President Trump on the phone looking very angry….

    Just look at his white, decrepit, vampiric fingers….if he didn’t wear that orange face paste? He’d be OUTED merely by showing himself as the sickly white Jew VAMPIRE that he is.

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  22. The point is, these are not single demonic personalities attacking me, these are the arms of the multi-headed Dragon that is Satan.

    It’s Satan and his legion vs little ol’ me and ….

    my “Man.”

    I am not alone.

    🙂

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  23. Let’s not forget that “The Exorcist,” the most demonic Hollywood film ever unleashed on an innocent American public, was edited in post-production for some strange reason, at 666 Fifth Avenue, now the address of Trump’s JEWISH son-in-law…..

    That demonic “HollyWood” film was CURSED.

    Multiple people working on it DIED….. and I’ll tell you something else that is KEY to understanding the DECEPTION of that film: I believe (and you can just see for yourself, look at the young “girl’s” arms and at production stills of the director Peter Bogdonavich embracing and hugging “her”: a young transsexual …. BOY.

    As I have posted before, there is NO WAY a young girl could have endured so “innocently” the physical rigor of that production nor the FILTH “she” was portraying, esp. the “F- me!! F- me!!!” scene and also the scene of pulling her own mother’s face into her crotch to “Lick ME!!!”

    Yeah, it’s SICK. No young innocent girl could have done it….”Linda Blair” claims she was just doing what they told her to do, and had “no idea” that it was…. bad.

    lol

    https://www.bitchute.com/video/Xj31CvYEleKn/

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    1. It’s worth noting that the author of the book, a creepy-looking and sounding William Peter Blatty, a JESUIT just like the Pope (who are sworn to KILL real Christians), based his novel on the real-life account of the exorcism of a BOY.

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  24. The Father did not create women to be WARRIORS, that I realize now….

    It’s the DEVIL who has forced us to become such, since all our men have become faggots.

    We have no real MEN to defend us … or…?

    Our children.

    So yeah, we women just have to do it all OURSELVES.

    Go to work and bring in a paycheck, clean the house, cook the dinner, coddle and teach our children….

    Men have become USELESS.

    They drive around in their loud trucks with ear-splitting engines …

    and that’s about it!

    🙂

    Who needs one?

    I don’t.

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  25. I’ll admit…. I’ve been mining all my life for a “diamond in the rough.”

    Didn’t find one…..

    The reason I never wanted to “marry” one of my own class was because I knew I would just become his slave. That I would become enslaved in that whole social construct that was…. evil.

    Well I am no one’s slave…. never was, not am, and never will be.

    I guess I’d rather just….

    die.

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  26. The point is, I’m still here for a reason.

    I haven’t drowned, or been attacked, or killed.

    So it’s actually kind of intriguing as to what my “end” will be.

    🙂

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  27. It’s time to stop condoning and supporting “gay men.”

    They are Sodom-ites.

    To them, women are not even worth “having.” Like the Jews, they think them DIRTY, repulsive.

    That’s why women are thrown in the trash, if they’re not careful….

    A Sodomite’s greatest conquest is a straight man.

    And as in the days of Lot, that is ALL THEY DO:

    Seeking out “Godly” men who they can “corrupt” and turn them “their way.”

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  28. I’m pretty sure it’s safe to say the men who have sex in the anus with other men are DOGS.

    That’s WHY they have such familiarity with shit….. ya know, Amber “Turd”?

    I really DON’T want to SEE or even IMAGINE the sex act of homosexuality.

    A man is f— another man in the BUTT…..

    How do they deal with the shit that might “happen”?

    It sounds like they LIKE the “shit that happens.”

    A “recovered” homosexual recounted that he got out of it when he realized that homosexuality is a GATEWAY to pedophilia….

    SO NOT ONLY would I approve BANNING GAY MARRIAGE….

    NO GAY SODOMITES should be allowed to become ANY child’s PARENTS, including their “own”!!! haha, really the end is super near…..

    IT IS ABHORRENT to have two GAY “DADS
    to raise a baby from birth.

    THey MOLEST them, there IS NO DOUBT!

    IT’s in their DNA!!!

    MEN as mothers?

    OMFG! What has this EVIL WORLD come to?

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  29. Why is homosexuality the “gateway” to pedophilia?

    Because “sodomy” is forbidden by the Creator.

    And we have the account of the destruction of Sodom & Gomorrah in Genesis to tell us so!

    HOW MUCH MORE EVIL is our current world of that legitimizes SODOMY?

    And thus legitimizing the parenthood BY SODOMISTS over children BOUGHT AT A PRICE, either by surrogate or by lab?

    ….and their rape of their own innocent children? ( WE KNOW THEY CAN”T HELP IT)

    HOW CAN OUR CIVILIZATION EXPECT TO ESCAPE DAMNATION?

    There’s no going back….

    Come, LORD JESUS

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  30. My message got a bit garbled but the point I was trying to make is that sodomy is “forbidden.”

    And that makes for “hot sex” when it’s “taboo”…. Good wholesome “sex” is boring in Satan’s kingdom….

    So what’s the next level for “forbidden hot sex” for a sodomite?

    Um,yeah

    Sex with innocent children, knowing you are DEFYING GOD and risking HELL in the process.

    GO FOR IT!!! (since we can’t stop you)

    We can ALL SEE the WRITING ON THE WALL for you by now……

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    1. And I say, “Go for it,” because each one of those tiny souls is protected and sent to Heaven, while are sent into Hellfire.

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