I Love You So Much


Some bad news. My fiancee and friend to everyone here Jenny Almond has died. I have no fucking idea what to write. My heart and head are all over the place so apologies if it comes over as inappropriate.








See you on the flippity flop.





35 thoughts on “I Love You So Much

  1. In times like this, words fail me.
    Try as I might, I don’t believe that I can say anything that will brighten your day.
    My sincerest condolences are all I can offer. ~peace to you

  2. Crikey Frank! I can’t believe it! This is just terrible!
    “Apologies”? “Inappropriate”? No Sir!
    All I can do is send my sincerest condolences to you at this terrible time.
    Dear God in Heaven please comfort Frank in his hour of need.

  3. Frank, I am so sorry and my hearts so bad. I don’t know what to say other than I’m thinking about you and I’m here for you.

  4. Frank

    Wishing you peace. ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ

    ๐Ÿ’” The darkest dark.

    โ˜€๏ธ Then the brightest light.

    Our knowledge is a torch of smokey pine
    That lights the pathway but one step ahead
    Across a void of mystery and dread.

    Bid, then, the tender light of faith to shine
    By which alone the mortal heart is led
    Unto the thinking of the thought divine. ๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ

    -George Santayana- O World

  5. Extremely sad. But yes, you’ll see her on the flippity flop.

    And the flippity flop is a beautiful & perfect place to be.

    1. M

      Thank you. Good to hear from you.

      Sooner rather than later though.

      Death is nothing at all.
      It does not count.
      I have only slipped away into the next room.
      Nothing has happened.
      Everything remains exactly as it was.
      I am I, and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
      Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
      Call me by the old familiar name.
      Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
      Put no difference into your tone.
      Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
      Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
      Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
      Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it. Life means all that it ever meant.
      It is the same as it ever was.
      There is absolute and unbroken continuity.
      What is this death but a negligible accident
      Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight
      I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner.
      All is well.
      Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
      One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
      How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!

  6. Frank, I don’t askthat you to reply to me here….

    But death I believe is as you have said yourself reliving the pain of our separation from our Father.

    It’s not REAL.

    That said, it doesn’t cure the pain nor the fear….

    Of losing or having lost a “loved one.”

    I’m still in the gripped teeth fear of it.

    There’s no way out…..

    Or is there?

    Why don’t we even want to contemplate turning back to Our Father?

    Why if we are suffering so, don’t we get up at dawn and get down on our knees in prayer and devotion to Our Creator?

    Following the First Commandment….

    “You shall the Love the Lord Your God (Yahuah? Umyeah, not that other guy) with all your heart, with all you soul, with all your mind, and with all your STRENGTH.”


    1. Frank,

      That said, I am saying a “prayer” as far as I know how to “pray” for you and your fiancรฉe.

      I pray she goes straight to heaven, and that you will meet her there.

      God Bless

      Because that is all I can think to say to give comfort, since I am just as lost as you are.

      There’s nowhere else I could’ve post my “life story” but I did it with you.

      I feel like I owe you.

  7. Frank,

    Your battle and all our battle is against the JOKER.

    It’s not a joke.

    Again, I have not intended to be disrespectful, and please accept my condolences.

        1. I honestly couldn’t watch that vid beyond the first few minutes.

          I stopped after “Hi, I’m Marie Ann…”

          1. Apart from your loss, Frank, I really do believe we have reached the end of this….


            It’s incredibly scary to think, at least for me…..

            I may not pass the test by but preferring to go out in a blaze of retribution.

            Maybe Hollywood is doing me a favor, so I can revel in it but not actually DO IT.


            That’s all I can think this must be…..

            It is “strange”?

            That Neo and John Wick have become melded together at least in my mind, I don’t know about yours….

            As One and the same.

            Because this is HOW I FEEL and WHAT I WANT TO DO.

            1. Of course it’s just a fantasy.

              Holly Wood witch and wizard style….

              Feeding dark fantasies.

              No more.

              Revenge is not the way out…..

              Only Jesus is.

              He is the ONLY WAY OUT.


              The Hollywood producers who call themselves “Jews” but they are not…..

              know that.

              1. The basically only concrete thing Jesus taught his followers who were asking how to get thru these end times was to pray, like this:

                Our Father, WHO art in Heaven…
                Hallowed be Thy Name.”

                Welp, the NAME of the FATHER was replaced by Lucifer throughout the Bible with the “Lord.”

                Jah is the hallowed name of our Father, i.e. short for “Jah”-who-ah.

                All I will say now is the Biblical account of our Earth’s creation is TRUE.

                We live on an “immovable” flat plane.

                He created the DOME, of constellations that NEVER CHANGE.


                If you are so brainwashed by Lucifer and the Masons and the Jews who do indeed run our society and our world…. that you cannot see the TRUTH that is plain as day and for enough “evidence” for even a child to “see”…..

                then you are……


                GO WITH SATAN, and?

                GOOD RIDDANCE

                1. 1:31 am my time….

                  Wondering about this world, and realizing that there is nothing in this world I want anymore….

                  I love my son forever……

                  But he will have to make his own choice.

                  “I’m out”

                  So it will be an adventure in and of itself….

                  Living a life in this world…..

                  But not being a part of it.

                  1. What do they call “him”?

                    Baba yaga?

                    You’d better believe it.

                    I have nothing else to live for…..

                    1. I don’t care anymore if you try to rip me off.

                      That doesn’t mean I won’t fight you.

                2. Ephesians 6:12 says: “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”

                  ONLY Jesus Saves!

                  ONLY JESUS!

                  1. Thank you, Ken.

                    You’re not telling me anything I don’t already know.

                    But there’s a difference between knowing the path….

                    And walking it.

                    How many of you so-called “Christians” have actually walked through that door……

                    Welp, if they have we wouldn’t know of it.

                    They’ve simply disappeared.

                    So yes, there is ONLY ONE who can show us the Way.

                    Show us the way to the Narrow Gate.

                    But we are the ones who have to walk through it on our own.

                    He’s still here, at our door and knocking to be let in, so He can guide us home.



                    “The Name Above ALL Names”

                    3 in 1

                    The Christ

                    The Good Shepherd

                    The ONLY ONE who will never abandon us sheep.

                    1. Trinity obeys Morpheus, her Elder or whatever you want to call it.

                      She knows her place.

                      Only then can she be endowed with POWER to save.

  8. Good lord! I havenโ€™t checked in here for several months Words fail meโ€ฆI am so sorry for your loss frank. Sending you love and healing.

    All the best


    1. Billy

      Thank you. It’s tough beyond belief. Unbearable sorrow and pain. To be honest I’m more concerned about Jenny wherever she is. Don’t like thought of Jenny being on her own. There was very much a feeling of we found each other again after what felt like eternity. I know we can over romanticise our relationships and I cherish all my relationships in hindsight – I’ve had a few – but it really did and does.

      Hope your recovery is going well or at least got to a point where you can function within reasonable parameters.

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