67 thoughts on “The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

    1. About the Birth Day.

      Yesterday I bumped into a friend of mine .We are both interested in the metaphysical and over the last four or five years every time we’ve met we’ve shook our heads at the madness of all this. I haven’t seen him in 2020 and we got discussing things. And OMG we actually shook hands ! He said numerology was off the scale for him at the moment and I said I was seeing lots of things to do with the birthday. I asked him what day was his birthday and he replied 14th March and I thought that’s strange, there’s nothing significant to that. Five minutes after we had finished talking I suddenly realised 3/14 = Pi. Born on Pi Day.

      I think more and more people are coming round to see 2020 is connected with something larger or at least asking questions. His wife and him have been at odds at times with the path he was taking as her focus was on the children and money and survival issues. He said she’s totally on board with it now. And he used a phase I liked – ‘3D Functional’. Are you 3D or 5D functional ?


        1. Who is Sweaty Betty ?

          It’s a blob.


          About that pic. There is a mystery connected to that in regards to parallel timelines or things we’ve forgotten. Old Blue Eyes.

          And time. In recent weeks I’ve had all sorts of thing pop up in relation to the summer of 2016. I’m playing around with the idea that time went forward from 2012 -2016 and time has gone backwards from 2020 – 2016. And other weird Time ideas.

          From the OA : ‘What year is it ?’ ‘2016’.


          And about my friend. I’ll call him Bill – not his name . And using you as an example if that’s OK. He is Bill and has a personal individuation as far as I can see. But probably is also you and also the man down the street but also me. It’s a blob. That’s how I’m seeing it.

          1. In ref to Bill.. glad you picked that name…or King Billy…Billy goat…I am getting swamped with goat references at the min as in like a dozen or so in the past 24 hrs. There are even wild goats appearing down at the beach. 😳

            Which links to my post on Azazel the e scape goat…the G.O.A.T…the horny one…or the Christ as he was also Pan as all sin was ascribed to him.

            His sigil is a parallel log ram…mirror, mirror.


            We had a tornado or a whirlwind here on Moonday night as in 9/11 the trees were down everywhere..my friends and I had to clear the blocked driveway and path. I never heard a thing I was zzz in the land of Nod.

            Maybe someone opened a door or a barrow somewhere.

            Sweaty Betty is Atomic Betty just before she explodes. She does get very excitable…you have to call for back up and handle her very carefully down at the Lab.


      1. MJ

        Thank you 🙂 But again Parallel Lines and Time Mirrors. That was at a second graduation ceremony at the South Bank centre in London. I remember sitting sitting next to a man in the audience and got chatting. And I asked ‘Whats your daughter’s name ?’ and he replied ‘Jenny’. And I thought ‘It would be’.

        Every Picture Tells A Story.

        The Effect. Difficult to explain all the permutations but I think we may have converged on 2016.


    1. Ken

      I nearly included that video but went with Roberta Flack.

      Thanks though. Peter, Paul and Mary are so nostalgic in a good way.

      Looking back in 2020. ‘The Times, They’re A Changin’.

      1. Here’s another article about time and split timelines. Not so much the article – I think he’s a Trump supporter so a bit partisan in his thinking – but the title caught my eye with Watching and the Observer effect.

        ‘You’re Watching A Time Shift In Real Time.’



        Them All and Real Time.


        And the Present.


    1. Diwali/Deepavali falls on Saturday, 14 November 2020

      Diwali is called the Festival of Lights and is celebrated to honor Rama-chandra, the seventh avatar (incarnation of the god Vishnu). It is believed that on this day Rama returned to his people after 14 years of exile during which he fought and won a battle against the demons and the demon king, Ravana. People lit their houses to celebrate his victory over evil (light over darkness).

      The goddess of happiness and good fortune, Lakshmi, also figures into the celebration. It is believed that she roams the Earth on this day and enters the house that is pure, clean, and bright. Diwali celebrations may vary in different communities but its significance and spiritual meaning is generally “the awareness of the inner light”.

      Lamps, fireworks and bonfires illuminate this holiday, as the word “Deepawali” means “a row or cluster of lights” or “rows of diyas (clay lamps)”. The festival symbolizes the victory of righteousness and the lifting of spiritual darkness. The goddess Lakshmi, who symbolizes wealth, happiness and prosperity, is also worshipped during Diwali.

      The Lady of the Lamp……. Stella the Star of the Sea..

      The ReBirth of the Sun/Son within

        1. TTN

          That looks a great place.

          It’s where the yolk is on me. I have a terrible singing voice.

          And ‘I am your Mother, your Daughter, your Sister’ and as Roob said at the time Grandmother.

          And seriously weird shit territory – ‘You Only Live Twice’ sung by Frank’s Sinatra’s daughter – Nancy Sinatra.

          It’s a Blob.

          Many rivers to cross.

          About You Only Live Twice. It was the first adult film I saw at the cinema when I was about 8. I was trying to work out where I saw it the other day. And I can’t decide whether it was in Eastbourne or in Cornwall on holiday. Maybe both.

          1. It’s called Burley Manor and yes it’s a great place, I am always partial to their cream teas.😋 In fact I am going back next week.


            In regards to watching the Bond film, yes East or West or maybe both…Sean Connery died on the same day as my Dad, they had a lot in common with the Scottish bloodline, the sideburns, being in the navy, the drinking, the fighting and the womanising.

            He also starred in The Longest Day about the Normandy Landings on D Day continuing the theme of my post and my weekend away and our discussion over at the Sanctuary.

            Maybe it’s the Longest Day because we keep dying and resurrecting over and over hence you live more than twice….maybe it’s nine.. like cats.


            or like Christ opher Lamb ert….Connery also played the ancient immortal Egyptian.


            1. TTN,

              Maybe it’s 900 times!
              Maybe it’s 9,000 times!
              Maybe it’s 9 million times!
              Maybe it’s 9 trillion times!
              Maybe . . . . . . . . . 99 trillion times, or 999 trillion times or even 999 trillion times!
              How completely crazy to believe any of those!
              How completely self-deceiving!

              1. Hi Ken have I struck a nerve, does that threaten your narrow belief system…you are free to believe what you want mate I am not on here to agree with you or others I am just discussing ideas…that’s what this site is for. I have defended you in the past for your right to free speech so please it would be a pleasant change if you gave me and others the same courtesy.

                According to your Bible we are on a time loop and don’t remember each time we go round ..we have lost our (ancestral) memory

                Ecclesiastes 1

                That which has been is that which will be [again],
                And that which has been done is that which will be done again.
                So there is nothing new under the sun.

                Is there anything of which it can be said,
                “See this, it is new”?
                It has already existed for [the vast] ages [of time recorded or unrecorded]
                Which were before us.

                There is NO REMEMBRANCE of earlier things,
                Nor also of the later things that are to come;
                There will be FOR THEM no remembrance
                Those who will come after them will remember nothing.

                Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I shall return there. (Job 1:21)


                …when Melchizedek met Abraham, Levi was still in the body of his ancestor. (Hebrews 7:10)

                You love numbers let us investigate number 9

                How long do you think Jonah was in the belly of the Whale for..when he refused to go to Nine vah.
                3 days and 3 nights 3 + 3 = 6 3 x 3 = 9

                How long was Christ in the belly of the Earth for before he was reborn….same..3 days and 3 nights…Nine months is the length of a pregnancy..what does Romans 8 say about the Earth being in pain with birth pangs?

                For we know that the whole creation has been moaning together as in the pains of childbirth until now. Christians never stop talking about the end times as birth pangs.

                9 is an upside down six. 9 = Spirit (femi nine). 6 is an upside down nine. 6 = Matter (masculine). 69 = yin yang (union of spirit and matter). 6+6+6=18. 1+8=9. 9+9+9=27. 2+7=9. 666 and 999 are mirror images (number of man and number of woman).

                Then let us just focus on the crucifixion for a moment, in the Biblical account, on the eve of Passover, it says that after Jesus was crucified at NINE in the morning; with a solar eclipse darkness fell over all the land, or all the world from around HIGH noon (“the sixth hour”) until 3 o’clock (“the ninth hour”).” a 69.

                The number nine appears 49 times in the Bible

                The number 9 symbolizes divine completeness or conveys the meaning of finality. Christ died at the 9th hour of the day, or 3 p.m., to make the way of salvation open to everyone. The Day of At one ment considered by many Jews to be the holiest of the year, begins at sunset on day 9 of the seventh Hebrew month (Leviticus 23:32).
                Christ died aged 33.. 3 x 3 = 9

                The meaning of the number 49 is derived from the fact that it is 7 times 7. Seven is a Biblically perfect numeral representing spiritual perfection.

                Peter asked Jesus how many times he should forgive a person who sinned against him. He suggested that forgiving someone seven times seemed fairly generous to him. Christ’s response, however, was “I do not say to you until seven times, but until seventy times seven (490 or 49 x 10)” (Matthew 18:22).

                I don’t know, maybe you can’t move on until you learn how to forgive and learn how to love unconditionally. We all might be here quite a while then. 🤣 Especially the man made religious types i don’t think 999 trillion would cut it.

                Followers of Christ are not to limit themselves in regards to forgiveness and mercy. If they are to be perfect, like their heavenly Father and Mother 😱 (Matthew 5:48), believers are required to offer unlimited forgiveness. Funny I never did see much of that in the Church…but it’s ok I forgive you…this time around. 😇

                1. TTN,

                  You expressed your uncertainty as to how many times you were going to be reincarnated.
                  I gave you some ridiculously hilarious options but you refused to oblige!
                  Never mind, I’m sure you will have privately come up with your favoured number but are just a little bit reluctant to declare it here. Best to play your cards close to your chest though. Keep us all in the dark. Don’t offer yourself up for ridicule.
                  BTW every New Ager worth his salt knows very well that the number of times we are all going to experience reincarnation is 666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666,666. Then it all ends in a poof of light and smoke. But that’s a long time off. On the other hand the Bible says we have but one life and then judgement. Lots of people out there would want to conjure up ANYTHING that would sound better than that.

                  1. But not you Ken you love the doom and gloom, let’s get those hell fires burning.🔥 😈

                    It’s the question many have asked on here numerous times ..why there is only one side to your message….Where is the Love?

                    Ken I am not New Age as you call it why do we have to label everything and everyone…..however I knew you were going to quote that one verse.. because like most of the end timers on social media you are obsessed with judgement you seize on the negative no positive… it must be so depressing being inside that mindset. I used to be the same, I bought into all that negativity but I managed to drag myself away from it.

                    You are no different to the negative world and the negative media that you despise so much.

                    Do be honest I am tired of having the same debate over and over which reinforces my point nothing ever changes, people just repeat the same lines, the same script like drones.

                    Which is why I knew what you were going to say before you said it…because you are not thinking for yourself you are just repeating what you have been taught or indoctrinated with.

                    The Bible talks about different types of death as in death to the self, to the ego…it talk’s of putting your body to death each day I could go on and on..

                    If it is appointed for ALL men to die why then are there many people in the Bible who have cheated death..who haven’t died or who have been reborn/translated inc Christ, John, whose death was never recorded and whom the disciples believed was going to live forever, Lazarus, Enoch, Elijah etc. Neither is there any record of Eve’s death.

                    Christ said you had to be reborn or transformed and the only way for that to happen He said was through the Spirit the same Spirit that flowed through Him … .as with the Electromagnetic Energy..the True Currency…the Spirit of Love and Forgiveness.

                    Therefore there is now no condemnation [no guilty verdict, no punishment] for those who are have been reborn in the Christ ( Spirit of Love and Forgiveness.)

                    2 For the law of the Spirit of life [which is] in the Christ (Spirit of Love and Forgiveness) [the law of our new being] has set you free from the law of sin and of death.

                    I will change/transform this world not by power, nor by might (nor by money) but by My Spirit (Spirit of Love and Forgiveness flowing through you)

                    “Lots of people out there would want to conjure up ANYTHING that would sound better than that.”

                    well it looks like Christ was a conjuror then, I don’t know how you can explain this ..

                    I assure you and most solemnly say to you, if anyone hears My message and BELIEVES IT and acts on it then he/she will indeed NEVER, ever see and experience death.”

                    so which one is it Kendo 🤷‍♂️

                    I am quoting Bible verses because I am trying to communicate with you in the language you understand.

                    Anyhow have a great weekend 👍

  1. I saw a child being pushed around a store in a cart today. She was masked and trying to get the attention of her masked caretakers. “Shut your mouth right now!” they screamed. Imagine.
    A masked child told to shut her mouth.
    Double jeopardy.

    Sing real, little child, sing real! Sing real, sing real, sing real!
    May the Divine walk with you all ways.

    1. SanGreal Holy Blood Holy Grail

      Rebirth of the Stuart Sun King


      No longer is he a Vampire shadow prince or a Watcher on the Wall..or she a Wildling Witch both of them lacking in self belief and Book 782 the Book of Life back in time where it all began…in the Library.

      It’s a Game of Thrones …A Real Song of Fire and Ice…the Sun and the Moon….Brother and Sister.

      1. Hi TNT,
        For me sangreal has little to do with “bloodtype” in the sense the rh people expound. Afterall, whose to say those blood type tests are anymore legit than c v tests or archaeological reports on disc ovary “findings”. I mean come on, if you’re looking for the bloodline of Christ, how can one even measure the immeasurable? Would Christ have a bloodtype you could actually measure and would it only require a two dollar two bit test to do so? If I were Christ, any “data” that man kind could record would only be superficial..the reel stuff would exist beyond instruments. And I might even change the surface data up now and then. Heck, even regular smegulas can change their (surface) blood type over time.
        Anyhoo, to me sangreal is about singing your heart’s true song. Sing real . Everything has a song, a hymn –perhaps what people call “vibration.” In singing one’s true heart song, your whole being, blood included sings true.

        Not familiar with Game of Thrones but do find alt narratives of that region fascinating.

  2. ‘According to a report by the Guardian, the sculpture previously depicted the face of a woman smiling, and now some are saying on social media that it looks like Donald Trump.’

    *That’s not Donald Trump, Clicky… /lights up and smokes…that’s more like…*


    *Yes! What can it mean?!*



  3. “Beyond the edge of the world there’s a space where emptiness and substance neatly overlap, where past and future form a continuous, endless loop. And, hovering about, there are signs no one has ever read, chords no one has ever heard.” – Haruki Murakami.




  4. Frank,

    That is a beautiful picture.

    I’m sure you, like me, would do everything within your power to ….

    protect your child, if NEED BE.

    1. Trinity

      As a Dad, I’ve never really seen my main role as a protector but as a supporter on whichever paths my daughter chooses to take. From an early age whenever she asked ‘What should I do’ I’ve always encouraged her to think ‘What do I want’ and then talked it through. If she asked which was and is rare. Knows her own mind does my daughter.

      1. Frank, you sum up how my dad raised me and my sisters.
        But I’ve learned by now at 58 years of age, that this world is a dangerous place for innocent women to be left unattended… or to be encouraged to go out naively TRUSTING that all would go their way… that you are EQUAL to men… when

        men are WOLVES

        It’s a world of wolves, evil men… lascivious and ruled by their ,yup, “one-eyed serpents.”

        No brains…. just evil lust.

        1. Men are wolves, or cads, or just basically weaklings who don’t WANT to see that the world is not a nice place because they are afraid of it.

          I’ve never MET a real man is the God’s honest truth.

    2. Any “good parent” would do everything within their power to protect their child….

      And if you were elected PRESIDENT of the United States of America,
      you would do everything within your power to KEEP and PROTECT your “child,” your “electorate, your “children,” your country.

      God bless you, President Trump, for keeping the faith when all of US who voted for you are being sorely tempted to lose ours…..

  5. It’s also a command. Do, minion.

    Can’t have a Lord without minions. Minion see, minion do.


    “Definition of minion
    1 : a servile dependent, follower, or underling
    He’s one of the boss’s minions.
    2 : one highly favored : IDOL
    his great charity to the poor renders him the minion of the people
    — Jonas Hanway
    3 : a subordinate (see SUBORDINATE entry 1 sense 1) or petty official
    government minions”


    1. Awesome post, Anonymous.

      “Do, minion.”

      But I think that is SATAN”S version, what the serpent told Eve in the Garden what “Dominion” REALLY means.

      It’s the LIE, that GOD is a DICTATOR, instead of a Good Father.

      Satan always convinces us to “believe” in the the flip side of God’s “Dominion,” one of HATE.

      When God’s Dominion is one of LOVE.

      “Dome” inion…..

      God’s Realm of Love.

  6. Treason

    Who is guilty of it, a crime of basically being a traitor to your own countrymen?

    Oh, and the penalty?

    It’s quite serious: “death by hanging.”

    Who are the traitors in this 2020 Presidential Election?

    The most treasonous are those whose VOCATION is as journalists, to investigate “serious crimes” such as election FRAUD and political “cheating.”


    And it’s actually NOT the unreporting of the STOLEN 2020 Election, which they have NOT investigated at ALL to report to their FELLOW CITIZENS the “Truth” ….. for which THEY SHOULD BE HANGED.

    IT’s the un-reporting, non-investigation of the COVID Pandemic, which is the BIGGEST FRAUD and CRIME ever perpetrated against HUMANITY.

    You so-called MSM “journalists”?

    WHY haven’t you investigated the alternative media’s journalistic uncovery of the fact that the WHO is FORCING the health-care community to report virtually EVERY death a “COVID” death?

    WHY aren’t your reporting that the mortality rate of COVID is less than the COMMON FLU?

    WHY aren’t you reporting the deadly effects on HEALTHY individuals of wearing a mask 24/7,…. thereby DEPLETING their own healthy body of life-sustaining, HEALTH-sustaining OXYGEN, which when depleted, feeds any lurking cancer cells (and it’s been reported we ALL have “cancer” cells within our bodies just waiting to flourish under such a “favorable” environment, of dead stale suffocation under your own carbon monoxide poisoning…..

    No AIR


    You THINK that stupid George Floyd PSY-OP was just a COINCIDENCE?

    Wake up, SHEEP

    1. I truly believe this whole “End Times” COVID-19 scenario has been triggered by the elites’ desperate attempt to stay in POWER given that the world is WAKING UP to the LIE of NASA, that we NEVER landed on the Moon for God’s sake nor have we ever “traveled through space” (not even our Mars’ Rover robots…. because????

      There is no “space.”

      This guy really susses out the situation if you’re thinking about going to “Antarctica” and investigating for yourself!!!

      Hahaha, “Good luck!”

      And I noticed this “globe earth” investigator, of course a “flat earther,” mentions that the average altitude of Antarctica is the highest on Earth.

      And that jibes PERFECTLY with the Ancient and Biblical model of the Earth as God created it as not just “flat” but rather “concave.”

      It’s shaped like a bowl…..

      But of course!

      The Antarctic Ice Shelf that “circles the globe” [lol] keeps in the great waters, the Oceans!

      And the REASON there’s no fighting about trying to reap the “natural resources” of Antarctica among the world’s nations is that they KNOW there’s nothing there! It’s just a circular wall of ice and the base of the great DOME of the heavens….

      As God created it, and as described in the Book of Genesis.

      1. Take Up Your Cross
        23 Then Jesus said to all of them, “If anyone wants to come after Me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow Me. 24 For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it. 25 What does it profit a man to gain the whole world, yet lose or forfeit his very self?…

                    1. I love the Matrix sound track and plan to use it to help me “keep going” all the way thru my daily 8 hour shift at the Gap factory…..

                      It’s HARD and MEAN and yeah…..

                      I LIKE IT

                      But I’m not so dark, and I’m glad to read that circuses like Ringling Bros are being put out of BUSINESS….

                      I remember, as a duly “conditioned” mom taking my little son, um idk he was 6 or 7? to the Ringling Bros Circus at Madison Square Garden! Why? Because that is what you do! When you love your kid, I mean c’mon…

                      And I was MORTIFIED……. God, what a sick show of ANIMAL TORTURE……

                      I had NO IDEA….. But NOW I KNOW.

                      I love elephants!

                      They deserve ONLY the best.


                    2. You bitches with legs wide as trees see a shapely woman on the loose and YOU LOSE IT!

                      OMG! SHE’S a SLUT!!!



                      You’re not getting me

                      You’re just NOT…..

                    3. Can’t let your little “Butchie” you’ve had in your pocket FALL for one o’ them city whores, now can you?

                      I DIDN’T KNOW…..

                      Now I do.

                      You’re all SICK IN THE HEAD, um, LOST….

                      You have no IDEA how to FUNCTION in the REAL WORLD…..


                      FUCK OFF!!!!

                      Like,… FOREVER.


                      (I’ll spare you a “Deliverance” video, OK?)


                    4. The Devil is in the Details, i.e. the “numbers” which Ken is entranced with.

                      “Numbers” are “Creation” being manipulated by the Devil and as such….

                      They mean NOTHING.

                      There is no space, people…..

                      I mean…..

                      just LOOK at these evil liars!


                    5. And I will end this thread with my own testimony…..

                      I don’t pretend to NOT be confused as to whether to “believe” in President Trump or not……

                      I don’t KNOW anything.

                      I DO know, however, that Holy Spirit revealed to me just Who the Anti-Christ IS and I think, his “Bride”!

                      He showed me the Fallen Angel in the clouds and then I saw “him” literally drive by me in a convertible on “HARMONY RD.” and then FOLLOWING him a bit later on Harmony Rd. his Bride passedme as well…. How I “spotted” her, sort of grinning as she passed, was WEIRD.

                      Barack Obama and Hillary.

                      So whatever HAPPENS, we must PRAY for our Father’s protection as Satan brings about his “Final Solution.”

                      “Do not be afraid,
                      Only believe.”

                      Believe God the Father is in control…..
                      He’s protecting us and although it IS painful, he’s keeping us alive….
                      Until His Son returns…..

                      And brings us home.


                    6. PRAYER OF COMMAND

                      This prayer of protection is recommended for everyone as part of your daily prayer.

                      In the name of Jesus Christ, and by the power of His Cross and Blood, I bind up any evil spirits, forces and powers of the earth, air, fire, or water, of the netherworld and the satanic forces of nature. By the Sword of the Spirit and in the authority of Jesus Christ, I break any curses, hexes, or spell and send them back to where they came from. I plead the protection of the shed Blood of Jesus Christ on (our meeting, my family, ministry etc.) and command that any departing spirits leave quietly, without disturbance, and go straight to Jesus Christ for Him to dispose of as He sees fit.

                      I bind any demonic interaction, interplay or communications. I claim the protection of the shed Blood of Jesus Christ over (name it- this person, place, ministry etc.). Amen.

                    7. And finally,

                      I have taken the high road here in Pawling, with its Sheriff and his “wife”

                      And the thing I really hate is that my young son thought I was a “loser.”

                      And I pray God gives me the chance to prove to my now grown son…..

                      That I’m not.

                    8. God the Father shined his sun on me through the clouds all the way to work today…..

                      And as His Daughter, I am HAPPY to continue the FIGHT.

                      God bless President Trump for firing a (the? I don’t even know, but he’s slime) Director of HOMELAND Security for declaring the 2020 Election Vote the “most secure in U.S. history.”

                      I mean, Are you kidding me? What a JOKE!!!

                      The Epoch Times is doing great reporting on this ATTEMPTED COMMUNIST takeover of the U.S.

                      And so is MY BROTHER Nathanael.

                      God bless you, Brother



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