Boys Don’t Cry

The Boy Who Fell To Earth.



The shock to the system. As is my wont I see my recent fall in the Madeira Sandpit – click ‘Outside Looking In’ – in a positive light. Maybe a new phase. The Healing from the Fall of Man. And Woman.

From my observations over the years, we seem to be on the same journey but experience it in our own unique way. Or maybe I just broke my Humerus but think there is more to it. This stuff seems to work on different levels which are difficult to understand at times.






And Time again. Being the NHS I was supplied with a sling put together with sticky back plastic. Works though.

Time Loops. Or a noose.




And the Breaks It Timeline. And Withdrawal. I wish I was mad in a sense but seems not. How it could possibly work I have no idea.



I take the view with Life – relationships or work, even addictions for example – if you have done what you can over a period of time and it’s not working, it’s probably best to walk away but sometimes you can’t and you have to Surrender.

It’s counter intuitive to accept pain. Why would you accept something that hurts. You want to fight and in duality, it maybe the only option at times. But at present, the energies are so intense I’m following a policy of acceptance as best I can.

My view is all pain both emotional and physical are connected with the separation from God and the Fall from Grace and that’s what we feel when we experience pain.



And the Inner Son. In the M83 ‘Wait’ video above it shows a young boy falling to Earth and googling songs about pain, The Cure and ‘Boys Don’t Cry’ jumped out. In the video, you can see the members of the band as young boys.

Over the years, there has been a constant link with radiation and atomic war in the syncosphere. Wormwood, On The Beach, A Hard Rain’s Goin’ To Fall and Ukraine and Chernobyl, etc.

Following the dictum the answers lie within, I’ve been mulling over the connection with this pic of myself as a young boy, Danny in The Shining and Little Boy which was the name of the first atomic bomb to be dropped on Hiroshima.

The Little Boy Who Fell To Earth.

Every Mother’s Sun. Who knows where the time goes.



And Danny in The Shining.



Little Boy who fell to Earth.



And The Cure : ‘Boys Don’t Cry’.



It Hurts.


35 thoughts on “Boys Don’t Cry

  1. This may be a stretch but, we just had winter storm Jacob pass thru.
    There’s a lot of symbolism with Jacob and uncertainty about the name, but it seems to relate to the story of how he emerged from his mother’s womb grasping the ‘heel’ of his older twin brother Esau.

    He’ll heal. 🙂

    1. Elena

      I’ve been playing around with ‘healing’ as well.

      Achilles Heel and owners tell their dogs to heel. Thanks. Forgotten about Esau.


      I saw Esau sitting on a seesaw.

      And Shoulder wordplay

      Should A

              1. Elena

                Thanks 😊. Good article ! I think most people now who are involved in the spiritual life realise these experiences are part of the journey. Maybe it’s easier if you see things as random but even then you come to a point where you realise life is not random.

                I liked this section :

                ‘Just like a dream, the situation in our outer world is reflecting back to us what is happening deep inside of us. There is a nonlocal correlation between the violence that we see playing out in the outside world and the wound that we feel inside of ourselves. This is a holographic universe in the sense that, just like a hologram, every minute part of the universe – such as ourselves – contains, reflects and expresses the whole. The microcosm and the macrocosm are mirrored reflections of each other, as if they are different dimensional, fractal-like iterations of the same underlying dynamic.’

                1. Frank

                  There’s something about having your words ‘mirrored’ back to you, that makes you feel a little less crazy. 🙂

  2. So Brexit was finally approved on the 9th January, 2020 by 330 votes to 231 votes.

    January 9th – 3+3+3.

    330-231 = 33+33+33

    330 = 33+33+33+33+33+33+33+33+33+33.
    231 = 33+33+33+33+33+33+33.

    330 = 3+3 = 3+3
    231 = 2+3+1 = 3+3

    330+231 = 561 and 5+6+1 = 3+3+3+3 (of course!)

    All permutations of 330 = 1332 = 666+666
    All permutations of 231 = 1332 = 666+666
    All permutations of 561 = 2664 = 666+666+666+666 (of course)

    After January 9th there are 357 days left in this Leap Year.

    357 = 119+119+119 days (9/11 anyone, in triplicate?)

    3+5+7 = 3+3+3+3+3.

    All permutations of 357 = 3,330 = 666+666+666+666+666.

    BREXIT is supposed to take effect on January 31st, 2020.

    From January 9th to January 31st = 11+11 days.

    From the original vote on 23/6/2016 to 9/1/2020 vote =
    6×6+6 months + 6+6+6 days inclusive of both dates.

    Simply astonishing!

      1. FRANK,

        From 31/1/2020 to 31/12/2020 is 335 days or 11 months.
        3+3+5 = 11
        In the Bible the number 11 stands for the antichirist as per the book of Daniel where the 11th horn comes out of the 10.

        Then, if you include both dates it is 336 days which = 168+168 days
        168 days = 8x(7+7+7) days.

        Including both dates the centre day becomes 16/7/2020.
        16th ie 8+8.
        16/7/2020 is, believe it or not day#198 with 168 days remaining!!!
        198 = 33+33+33+33+33+33.
        So, 168/198/168
        Or (7+7+7)x8 >>33+33+33+33+33+33<<8x(7+7+7)

        And the centre date of 16/7/2020 when the digits are added = 6+6+6

      2. (Oops! Posted that before I had finished by hitting the wrong button!)
        And when the digits of the centre date 16/7/2020 are multiplied you get astonishingly 168 again!
        So there are 3 lots of 168 in a row!!!
        168, days leading to the centre date which, when the digits are multiplied = 168 followed by another 168 days after the centre date.
        If all that is coincidence then I am Roger Federer!

          1. Frank,

            Yes, and 168 is the number of hours in 7 days.
            And 16,800 kms is the distance between Reunion Island, where the flaperon belonging to MH370 was found, and Kilauea volcano on Hawaii which had the fissures erupting for weeks in 2018.
            Will Kilauea erupt again sending part of the island into the sea and causing a big tsunami?

      1. They apparently went to ka nada to become no bodies.

        What do the brits think about Archie? Do they think he’s real and theirs or a deep fake?

        I’m not looking forward to the grating “charity” events in Africa and so forth they’re going to cram down our throats. “Modernizing the monarchy”? Hahahha! They’re like French aristocrats preening in front of the plebes. “Do as I say not as I do.”

        1. Anon

          I think there is sympathy because of his mother and he was prepared to go to Afghanistan.

          But a bit like Trump there are a lot of people who approve of the Royal Family. And you wonder why.

          1. Aw, playing the Diana card is he? It’s interesting that there’s so much hate toward her and so much sympathy toward him- as if he and his family are more “innocent” than she and hers. One family gets a nod and a wink to do whatever they damn well please (butchers, bakers, thieves, pedos), the other gets roasted. But surely ol Harry is a grown up man making his own decisions, no?

      2. MH370 is said to be inDian Ocean and Harry playing the Diana card.
        No one I know ever heard of MM before she helped Harry abscond.

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