I am everything, You are everything, We are everything, They are everything etc, etc.
Not too long ago I had a dream where I was told to look in the mirror and saw a black man staring back at me. Since then it’s gone very dark and I am continually being pushed to videos and other things with a black flavour. The man in the mirror.
And I’ve bought a Bob Marley T Shirt.
I’m getting old.
And Paul Agoe. ‘Chosen Ones’. I think there is some truth to it. People do appear to ‘vibrate’ at different levels.
‘There is strong shadow where there is much light’ : Goethe. Which is a complex area. I take the view of doing what I can to help the consciousness shift and hold and integrate the energy as best I can. And at the same time keep going into the self and facing the guilt and fear and anger and pain etc to release or integrate it.
At the same time as everyone is going Bi and Trans and Proud which I do understand – chacun a son gout – I’m at an age where I’m probably not go to change much. The cards I’ve been dealt are as a white heterosexual man. My life has taken a different course from most but I’ve become more aware of how much love comes from the masculine within the family who is prepared to spend most of his productive life doing a job which he probably doesn’t enjoy and take shit all because he loves his family. I realise each individual’s experience are different and it is following the programming and I don’t wear rose tinted glasses in regards to relationships but Family Man is taken for granted at times.
It’s hip to be square.
It takes all sorts.