Welcome Home

Since I landed at Dallas – Fort Worth airport in Texas, US in October, I’ve been getting the same message – ‘Welcome Home’.




Amongst the mayhem I’m still getting the same message. I’m seeing this as about God and Love and the nature of reality. And the fear of Death and the fear of God.

Last summer I had a weird day when I walked into town and got the distinct impression that there was no one in the houses. Click ‘The Lights Are On But Nobody’s Home‘. Again today, not only were the streets in the town centre empty, as I ventured out it felt like the houses I walked past were totally devoid of people as well. At times it feels very similar to the character in’ 28 Days Later’ who wakes up in a hospital from a coma and finds London totally deserted.






Well We’re The Band.

Harold Melvin and the Blue Notes : Wake Up Everybody.




So what’s really happening ? One of my theories is that as we heal from the fracture of our various falls and are rewired, the background people or mirrors and projections or 2D Flat Earthers simply disappear. And maybe it was the same Fall. Or maybe once the All Clear has been given, everyone will suddenly reappear. We’ll find out in time.

Inside Out pain tears.



And ‘We’re About To Find Out Why’. It looks like Anti Matter is here.



Clean, clean, clean. It’s Dirty.

Sanitising the Tube.



And what is the real National Health Service ?

Last night at 8pm,the nation was asked to give the Clap to the carers of the National Health Service in the UK. #Clap For Our Carers.





Which goes back to the 2012 London Olympics.




And Good Sense Of Humerus.



One of my frustrations over the last few years is that even though there has been obvious activity, no true reality collapse was happening. Waking up every day and the same old, same old. Well I think it’s here.

This Is For Everyone.



All Are Welcome.

The Universe is still squawking away at me even though no one is in the shops.

Pull A Switcheroo.

‘Last One Out Turn The Lights Off’.



And I’ve been reminded me of this from A Course in Miracles.

How Will The World End ? It says in an Ill Usion.

‘Can what has no beginning really end? The world will end in an illusion, as it began. Yet will its ending be an illusion of mercy. The illusion of forgiveness, complete, excluding no one, limitless in gentleness, will cover it, hiding all evil, concealing all sin and ending guilt forever. So ends the world that guilt had made, for now it has no purpose and is gone’.

From Grimes.



Welcome To Reality.


109 thoughts on “Welcome Home

  1. Does anybody have any idea how to avoid incredibly awful vortexes of extremely painful energies and wtf is that when you spin out of control. It comes out of nowhere. It’s like 2014 but more intense. I don’t think I could take any more intensity.

    1. I know what you mean, MJ. I found myself there around that time too and the eerie stillness and emptiness of the world did me in.

      Can you go into Nature, sit by a stream? Definitely breathe. If you have animals, hold them. Watch how the world is exactly the same for them.

    2. I heard this today:
      “Once you form a strong opinion you induce suffering” because life changes every second.
      Toggling through emotions happens.
      Kriya yoga seems helpful.
      Also Bergamot essential oil.

      1. Anony, it occurred to me that the thing to do is the opposite of what you usually do. When trauma happens, instead of hate, love. But it’s a weird feeling because its like this: if I am the one that causes someone pain, it’s because of this incredible sorrow. And instead of them hating me. Why can’t they love me? And I try to do the same. But when someone does it to me, I fear them even if I get over it.
        It’s like we have blinders on.

        1. MJ <3

          You've just said it exactly right.
          The last time at the moment of exposure, we turned away from each other in shame. This time we must move toward each other and cover each other in love.

        2. We use the word “love” a lot. Everybody uses it and everybody believes they are coming from that place but no one can agree what it means. Even two people who love each other can’t agree how that expresses itself. Imagine, then, how whole nations and whole races can believe they are coming from a place of “love and light” but their shadows are projected onto others. I’m not excluding myself from this questioning. What is love? Can you love others if you don’t love yourself? Can you love yourself if you don’t love others? Can you fake it til you make it? Can you stick your head in denial and sing lullabies only and call it love?

          1. It’s like people and nations and races who use the word “God” and believe they are coming only from that place but if you look a little deeper you can see that’s a lie. “Love” the new word.

          2. For instance, in my life my family and I have encountered ”humanitarians” and ”charities” and nations and people who speak the language of love, evolution and light but their actions – even their passive ones- are violent. Once you see it, you can’t unsee it. Is it more loving to call it an illusion and mindstuff than it is to wonder out loud?

          3. Anon

            Then keep protecting the core. Because if and in my opinion when this containment fails, we will have no choice but to figure it out.

      1. Maybe that’s part of the multi-layered meaning of “Go sh”.

        Literally get a ma’at and sit on it and breathe. Practice everyday. I am trying to too.

    3. MJ

      I find long walks help with the energy. Not sure if that it is practical for everyone at present !

      And also writing helps to release some of the stuff in my head.

    4. MJ <3 <3 <3

      When I was little and couldn't fall asleep at night, my mom would sing to me Dona Nobis Pacem, give us peace. I sing it now to myself, often.

    1. Roob

      Wiki :

      ‘The name Merapi could be loosely translated as “Mountain of Fire” from the Javanese combined words “Meru,” meaning “mountain,” and “api,” meaning “fire.”

  2. What happened to Q?
    Who was 4 10 20?
    What did the Ban key moon do?
    I remember the bloodthirst of average citizens and their “leaders” in the name of “humanitarianism” and “love.”
    Why did Q pitch a tent on DJT’s lawn?

    1. ‘For who knows where the time goes?
      Who knows where the time goes?
      Sad, deserted shore, your fickle friends are leaving
      Ah, but then you know it’s time for them to go
      But I will still be here, I have no thought of leaving
      I do not count the time’.

        1. Frank and Roob

          I did my grocery run yesterday and was surprised by the number of masks. They cover the face and yet have become a ‘sign’ of the fear.
          And they have a rich history in ritual and theater.

          In fact the ‘respirator’ that hospitals are begging for, to save a life, is a mask.
          Come to the dark side Luke, we have cookies. 🙂

          And any excuse to listen to Pink Floyd.

          1. Elena

            This is very anti matter. I mentioned this before but last week I saw a man wearing a gas mask.

            Also the gloves as well. Reminds me of dealing with the TSA at Detroit Airport and at one point I was concerned they were going to do a full cavity search. Now that would be Room 101.

  3. Hope was the only thing left in Pandora’s box.

    History says, Don’t hope
    On this side of the grave,
    But then, once in a lifetime
    The longed-for tidal wave
    Of justice can rise up,
    And hope and history rhyme

    Go Seamus Heaney

    Those navy ships don’t look promising, stamped as they are with the Red Cross -Vatican run blood harvesting org. Nor does that stepped NHS building. It’s the same stepped facade (mask) of Planned Parenthood HQ and those Aztecs who used to engage in blood sacrifice. Maybe they’re building a frankenstein baby with all the blood they collect -modern day Noah’s Arks.

    The more things change, the more they stay the same. Just a larger net. Welcome to ever lasting life where it really is just all consciousness and mind stuff trapped in a big Quantum computer going round and round and round and round dancing for Uncle Samsara.

    First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out—
    Because I was not a socialist.

    Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out—
    Because I was not a trade unionist.

    Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—
    Because I was not a Jew.

    Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.

    How’s life on the res, guys?
    Ain’t it a bitch

    1. Anon

      To be frank, life hasn’t changed an awful lot for me. Roaming free. Work and shopping has never been my thing.

      I’m very positive about this. I see it as a 3D collapse.

      1. You’ve tested positive?

        Collapse of 3D- whatever that means.
        Antimatter is antibody and that Q movement the Trumpers follow is probably a Quantum computer run out of CERN though “patriots” and lovers and the godly insist it’s good. I don’t care where we go- 3D 5D whatever as long as we don’t just do the same shit there. If it truly is as above so below doesn’t that mean 5D looks just like 3D and vice versa?
        How do you know all the new age speak hasn’t been programming of its own.

        1. Anon

          I have faith. And seen and experienced too much.

          And also I’ve been saying this was coming for some time. Always been ‘When Not If’ for me. But I must admit I’m surprised at the scale of it. Good grief.

          Very positive !

        2. Q said 10 days darkness. Many think it starts 1st april and ends 10th april, because 4 10 20 djt donald trump.
          And trump said all can go easter church.

          1. Dream

            Very interesting with Easter weekend.

            In my life Jordan and Easter Sunday connect this year in the strange way this stuff happens.

    1. The Freakiest Show.

      These are residential buildings but nothing going on inside.

      The Lights Are On But No One’s Home.

        1. An old bf used to say “hell is the other.” What better way to stay out of hell than to create ones own little world.

        1. You don’t find this just a little bit weird? Praying to 2d sim-bols of people? Talk about one/ two-dimensionalizing of folk. Like, what’s his point? That’s going to do them some good?


          Maybe he should get on his knees and confess in front of the millions he and his ”church” have invisibilized and disappeared over the centuries. While naked.

          1. oh but wait…that probably didn’t ”happen” and the pope and crew confess to nothing ever

  4. I find it interesting that Covid 19 is codice da Vinci AI. And that Trump is DJT which is 41020 and that Q-addafi has all that gold that suddenly disappeared out of africa after he visited New York and saw through the Uners and flipped the bird at banned key moon who later allowed his henchmen to rip him to shreds on 1020 in the name of peace and brotherly love. Weird or what. It’s not all mind stuff. If it is, we’re doomed because the mind is where the manipulation happens. Even saying it’s all mind stuff is deception inception. I for one ain’t hooking up to a Quantum computer (some “ascension”) for “everlasting life” managed by the latest for-prophet entity.

    1. That’s the alien spaceship at the top. I’m not knocking your choice. One’s own little world leads to nirvana.

      1. Bauuhacienda around here.


        Hope you and all your readers/commenters hang in there. 🙂

        ^Bauhaus – Kick In The Eye (High Quality audio)^

  5. Dear Frank,

    I think you are “right”!

    And as a “preacher” of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, I think I am right too!


    Funny I had the same dream! Driving through a quiet, peaceful snowy landscape and came to the grocery store and it was painted white with black windows and then drove around snowy country roads with the impression that everybody had left. They were just “gone.”

    I remember a ways back you saying that “Jesus never did anything for me….” or somesuch….

    Well, this morning I got a major INSIGHT about YOU (I don’t like saying “sink” anymore if I think it comes from ABOVE, ie. not from BELOW…. Better an “in-sight” into…. “things above” us rather than a synch into things below us: “Be innocent of all evil.”)

    I was trying to remember the Psalm number of the Dollar Store Bible quote I recently posted here “in context”:

    Because you have the Lord for your refuge
    and have made the Most High your stronghold,
    No evil shall befall you,
    no pestilence come near your tent.
    For he commands his angels with regard to you,
    to guard you wherever you go.

    Well I remembered that the psalm number was something similar to 9/11, with a 9 and 111’s…. so I looked up Psalm 19 and came straight to THIS:

    19:1 “The heavens declare the glory of God;
    the firmament proclaims the works of His hands.”

    Wrong psalm. But wait…

    Hmm! “Journey to the Firmament”!!!

    And then recalled …. This is the very Bible verse on the Founder of NASA Wernher von Braun’s headstone.


    Then I thought, wow isn’t it Co(rona)-VID “19”?

    Yes indeed it is.

    Is this “pestilence” we are all self-quarantining ourselves against at home, cleaning our bodies through fasting and prayer and our “dirty dirty” homes as well (wash wash wash!) until it “passes over” us (at Passover?) called “COVID 19” the SIGN that NASA (SATAN) the Serpent is DEAD?

    That we are being DELIVERED from the slavery in Egypt of the “Evil One” in answer to our DAILY PRAYER to the Father taught to us by His Son, Jesus Christ?

    You know I spotted the Corona Borealis the other night that is over the head of ARK-tour-US? And just yesterday morning I looked for it in the sky again on the rise and noticed that “Serpens Caput” is right below it, “underfoot.”

    The Serpent is CAPUT.

    Then I remembered posting about that it was “19 nails” that crucified Jesus’ body…. and I SIRIUS-ly couldn’t remember WHERE I got THAT number from….Not sure if I was right about that!

    And then I got the humer-us image of your hip being pierced by so many nails that it looks like a crucifixion of your own!!!

    So I think Jesus and all he taught was not only the Truth, but I think JESUS suffered exactly what YOU and all of US have suffered, and then “rose from the dead fully HEALED” in JOY and LAUGHTER (it was humerous!) and took his seat in Heaven at the right hand of the Father) in order to TEACH us (not “Sacrifice” himself as a bloody Lamb) that we may have FALLEN from the Garden, but that God LOVES us and wants to Welcome us Home again…. and is inviting us to His Wedding Celebration of the Bride and Groom, His Son(s) and Daughter(s)!

    The “Children of God”!

    A beautiful pink-at-dawn photo of a blooming lavender field for my calendar month of March reads SPOT ON!

    “Be still, and know that I AM GOD.
    I will be EXALTED in the earth.”
    Psalm 46:10

    Because I believe that NASA is dying, as is Satan’s LIE of our being able to escape our hell here on earth through Star “Trek.” There is no “Space.” Only a beautiful, star-studded dome! Designed with constellations that NEVER EVER change or shift, except for the “wandering stars” that have left their courses and are named for gods that are worshiped by the heathen and under which “evil has abounded” here on earth: Pluto, Jupiter, Saturn, Venus, Mars… Y’ur-Anus???

    Because we are all now on “The Journey to the Firmament” and are being AWAKENED to the Truth that each and every one of us is living on a flat plane under the Celestial Heavens where “the Most High” resides and from whose throne He watches us ALL.

    We ARE the center of Our Father’s UNIVERSE!

    And the LAST PSALM in the Bible?

    The END of the STORY?

    Psalm 150

    Praise the LORD in His SANCTUARY;
    Praise Him in the DOME of His Strength!
    Praise Him for His MIGHTY DEEDS!
    Praise Him for His Sovereign Majesty!

    Praise Him with the blast of the trumpet!
    Praise Him with lyre and harp!
    Praise Him with timbrel and dance!
    Praise Him with strings and pipe!
    Praise Him with SOUNDING cymbals,
    Praise Him with CLANGING cymbals!



        1. Trinity

          I’m fine! Take it from me you couldn’t go through this without having a sense of humour.

          Got this far. Not stopping now. 🙂

        1. Woops, well…..


          “IN JESUS’ NAME”


              1. BUT…..

                you know I LOVE YOU!

                Security Under God’s Protection
                1 You who dwell in the shelter of the Most High,[b]
                who abide in the shade of the Almighty,
                2 Say to the Lord, “My refuge and fortress,
                my God in whom I trust.”
                3 He will rescue you from the fowler’s snare,
                from the destroying plague,
                4 He will shelter you with his pinions,
                and under his wings you may take refuge;
                his faithfulness is a protecting shield.
                5 You shall not fear the terror of the night
                nor the arrow that flies by day,
                6 Nor the pestilence that roams in darkness,
                nor the plague that ravages at noon.
                7 Though a thousand fall at your side,
                ten thousand at your right hand,
                near you it shall not come.
                8 You need simply watch;
                the punishment of the wicked you will see.
                9 Because you have the Lord for your refuge
                and have made the Most High your stronghold,
                10 No evil shall befall you,
                no affliction come near your tent.
                11 [c]For he commands his angels with regard to you,
                to guard you wherever you go.
                12 With their hands they shall support you,
                lest you strike your foot against a stone.
                13 You can tread upon the asp and the viper,
                trample the lion and the dragon.

                14 Because he clings to me I will deliver him;
                because he knows my name I will set him on high.
                15 He will call upon me and I will answer;
                I will be with him in distress;
                I will deliver him and give him honor.
                16 With length of days I will satisfy him,
                and fill him with my saving power.

                Psalm 91 A prayer of someone who has taken refuge in the Lord, possibly within the Temple (Ps 91:1–2). The psalmist is confident that God’s presence will protect the people in every dangerous situation (Ps 91:3–13). The final verses are an oracle of salvation promising salvation to those who trust in God (Ps 91:14–16).
                91:1 The shelter of the Most High: basically “hiding place” but in the Psalms a designation for the protected Temple precincts, cf. Ps 27:5; 31:21; 61:5. The shade of the Almighty: lit., “the shadow of the wings of the Almighty,” cf. Ps 17:8; 36:8; 57:2; 63:8. Ps 91:4 makes clear that the shadow is an image of the safety afforded by the outstretched wings of the cherubim in the holy of holies.
                91:11–12 The words are cited in Lk 4:10–11; Mt 4:6, as Satan tempts Jesus in the desert.

                    1. Oh Frank…..

                      I think you’ve taken my “message” the wrong way, like all the GUYZ do.

                      I “love” you anyway tho, and best to you and your fiancee!

                    2. Only joking 🙂

                      But look after yourself best you can during this. It’s been quite a journey.

  6. OK, thanks Frank!

    You take care as well. I get the feeling this “Journey” has come to its End!

    In other words….

    Back to the Beginning


    (It MEANS, “Go With God.”)

      1. Frank

        I get it, I do…

        I’m LIVING it, but … first off I don’t find it funny.

        I BELIEVE

        The “End” really IS near.

        Because ANY “One”‘s AWAKENING, like Neo’s, is what makes “Mr. Anderson” “Neo” and the “One”: He’s made new. “Neo” MEANS “New”!


        The New Man.

        “See,” Jesus says, “I make ALL things NEW.”

        The New Kingdom will descend upon this flat earth as a WHITE cube, it says in Revelation.

        Why a “cube”?

        To replace and essentially obliterate the Black Cube in Mecca I thought yesterday….

        I see it landing and the box opening out FLAT and creating a wave of WHITE LIGHT that, BOOM, in a nanosecond transforms and RESTORES the Garden to its HOLY and PURE and PEACEFUL original CREATION.

        I believe the Son IS coming, and I believe this sad sad story is soon coming to its end.

        “Trinity” is Neo’s, the “One’s, “Solar Twin,” as is the “Corona Borealis.”

        (“The NORTHERN Crown” What is at the North Pole? “Santa Claus”? OR Shangra La, i.e. PARADISE at the CENTER of the flat earth.

        “He” saves her in the helicopter scene, and in the End, “she” saves him FROM DEATH in the Matrix.


        By whispering in his ear, like the Holy Spirit (who as the Risen Sun is no longer male nor female, just as the “Father” is our “Mother” too…

        And let’s not forget, Who IS the Holy “Trinity”?

        3 in 1!!!


        “I love you….,” Trinity whispers. “Do you hear me?”

        “I LOVE YOU!”

        We’re ALL become “new” and “heroes,” and “the One,” when we Answer God’s Call.

        Yah-WHO-ah’s call….

        “I AM WHO AM”

        And I BELIEVE “GOD” is sending his “Son” AGAIN into this Matrix….

        To save His CHILDREN.


        1. You know what else is rumored to be up there at the North Pole?

          The Lake of Fire

          And that “Old Serpent,” Satan (Santa) has taken POSSESSION of it and is hiding it.

          Because if WE saw it actually exists as it says it does in the Bible?

          We would BELIEVE

          1. “Welcome Home”

            A New Heaven and a New Earth

            Revelation 21
            Then I saw “a new heaven and a new earth,”[a] for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. 2 I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. 3 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. 4 ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’[b] or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

            5 He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”

            6 He said to me: “It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I will give water without cost from the spring of the water of life. 7 Those who are victorious will inherit all this, and I will be their God and they will be my children. 8 But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.”

            The New Jerusalem, the Bride of the Lamb
            9 One of the seven angels who had the seven bowls full of the seven last plagues came and said to me, “Come, I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb.” 10 And he carried me away in the Spirit to a mountain great and high, and showed me the Holy City, Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God. 11 It shone with the glory of God, and its brilliance was like that of a very precious jewel, like a jasper, clear as crystal. 12 It had a great, high wall with twelve gates, and with twelve angels at the gates. On the gates were written the names of the twelve tribes of Israel. 13 There were three gates on the east, three on the north, three on the south and three on the west. 14 The wall of the city had twelve foundations, and on them were the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.

            15 The angel who talked with me had a measuring rod of gold to measure the city, its gates and its walls. 16 The city was laid out like a square, as long as it was wide. He measured the city with the rod and found it to be 12,000 stadia[c] in length, and as wide and high as it is long. 17 The angel measured the wall using human measurement, and it was 144 cubits[d] thick.[e] 18 The wall was made of jasper, and the city of pure gold, as pure as glass. 19 The foundations of the city walls were decorated with every kind of precious stone. The first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third agate, the fourth emerald, 20 the fifth onyx, the sixth ruby, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth turquoise, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst.[f] 21 The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The great street of the city was of gold, as pure as transparent glass.

            22 I did not see a temple in the city, because the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. 23 The city does not need the sun or the moon to shine on it, for the glory of God gives it light, and the Lamb is its lamp. 24 The nations will walk by its light, and the kings of the earth will bring their splendor into it. 25 On no day will its gates ever be shut, for there will be no night there. 26 The glory and honor of the nations will be brought into it. 27 Nothing impure will ever enter it, nor will anyone who does what is shameful or deceitful, but only those whose names are written in the Lamb’s book of life.”

                  1. Now, I DO BELIEVE in fasting and prayer for any “dread” pestilence….

                    And I DO BELIEVE if you make God your Strong Tower, it “will not come near your tent” and “He WILL send His Angels to guard you in all your ways”…

                    but I AM painting my front-door “lintel” over in White Dove tomorrow, because well, it does need a fresh coat of paint….

                    and I also believe that if I AM a “Watchman” …..

                    “Ezekiel the Watchman for Israel
                    …7 As for you, O son of man, I have made you a watchman for the house of Israel; so hear the word from My mouth and give them warning from Me. 8 If I say to the wicked, ‘O wicked man, you will surely die,’ but you do not speak out to dissuade him from his way, then that wicked man will die in his iniquity, yet I will hold you accountable for his blood. 9 But if you warn the wicked man to turn from his way, and he does not turn from it, he will die in his iniquity, but you will have saved your life.…”

                    that I should observe the government’s precautions and “guidelines” as I go about staying as far from others as I can when I go to the grocery store and by washing my hands a LOT . . . .

                    but that I DID seem to catch a cold a few days ago after visiting Walmart and have had a couple minor night sweats and throat thing common to the common cold….

                    And that I DID just now watch a vid about this “Corona” virus and why it’s so “dangerous” to the population (on “Vox”), and it’s because it has like a WEEK-long “incubation” period which is NOT like your common flu….


                    You don’t say….. hmm.

                    So! Since I’m not really feeling 100% and altho I don’t know if it’s “God’s Will” to take me out with this “global pandemic” or not, I AM guided right now to make this soup again for dinner tonight.

                    So I’m sharing the recipe!

                    It’s surprisingly “good” COMFORT soup.


                    Meanwhile, Will Farrell, I’m never gonna cry (altho you ARE very funny…. and Ire-ish too!) that I’m “Never gonna dance again”…

                    Cuz I know I will.

                    Like right now while I WAIT….

                    for my garlic bulbs to roast, for an hour and a half, in the oven.


                    1. The picture has a white cream soup, but it actually comes out vibrant Kelly Green because of all that parsley.

                      I love it.

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