A Pale Horse Named Death

Ain’t nothing like the real thing.



Crossing the River Styx.



Well here we are wherever here is. Much of this article is about Death because a form of Death is what we are facing I believe and I think the best option is to face it. ‘Die before you die’.

Sometimes I feel I’m turning into Gomez Addams from the Addams Family. In this reality Death is part of Life which we prefer not to look at and I’ve found the more you look at it, you can only but laugh at the absurdity of the idea. My view is that Death as we experience it is pure illusion.



Death has been there in the background for me since just before the MH 370 crash when I joined as a volunteer in a shop for a local Hospice. I doubt if it was coincidence. In general it is full of wonderful people and both volunteers and paid staff work fxxking hard. And I’ve made many friends and one friend in particular who has been part of this since I joined. Thank you. Its been quite a journey !

I haven’t done paid work since 2004. I lived off savings and money from a sale of a house for a few years but I eventually ended up visiting the local Job Centre in about 2010 and in my bizarre life I’ve had to visit it every few weeks to confirm I’ve been searching for a job. Occasionally they send me on courses or frighteningly a job interview. I’m told a job in a Call Centre or something similar would be a good idea and I’ve always wanted to say ‘Why ?’. Anyway ‘Welcome to my World’.

And OMG I cried tears of joy when I saw this. Hopefully it’s not coming back.




Kill Them With Kindness.

Who are the Others. Who are Them. Who Are We ?



It has a job to do and it’s not stopping until its done. Acceptance is the answer I believe and the battle is doomed to fail. Working with Anti Matter. Or maybe Anti Matter is the real thing.




And someone’s having a laugh !

‘When there’s no more room in hell, the dead will move to Reigate’.

It has been decided that a temporary mortuary will be set up about a ten minute walk from me at the local Fire Station in Reigate.

From Surrey Life :

‘Part of Reigate Fire Station is being turned into a temporary mortuary to deal with the rise in COVID-19-related deaths, SurreyLive understands.

The station, between Wray Park Road and Oak Road, is on the Wray Park site which is owned by Surrey County Council (SCC).’

I went to have a look at the site this morning. A wall has been constructed to stop people seeing into it. I’ve noticed a variety of different sorts of walls and shutters in many aspects of life are going up. Don’t think they will work. Or maybe everything is just shutting down.





Where’s the toilet paper ? There it is !




And if you think you are in a movie, you are probably correct.

Westminster Bridge, London yesterday.



And from 28 Days Later.



It’s A Stitch Up.

‘We’re Getting Married In The Mourning.’



And a Little Batts. Hindsight is 2020.




To Infinity and Beyond.


43 thoughts on “A Pale Horse Named Death

  1. My dauther was 6 minutes withouth breathing like dead. In accidident 29 september. Husbamd help survive.

      1. Miracel happened. Like same dauther as early. But diagnos bad . She needs much sleep 12 hours per day. And must learn to walk again. And eyes have big broblems another been covered now becouse seen twice.
        Fortunetly she is so optimistic in life we feel very helpful.

        1. Dream

          That sounds very tough. I hope you are getting the medical care you need during this.

          Apart from an emergency, hospitals and most medical services are closed here.

          1. I am very strong person with my life in farm. And becouse my dauther is okay what happened because it was miracel to life again. Their family she husband and dauther take care every day for horse she fell down. Very therapeutical. It was not horses fault. It likes my dauther so mutch always slip her.

            1. I am very strong person with my life in farm. And becouse my dauther is okay what happened because it was miracel to life again. Their family she husband and dauther take care every day for horse she fell down. Very therapeutical. It was not horses fault. It likes my dauther so mutch always slip her.

            2. And i did much work in forests and had sauna with winter cold water in lake to help stress. Healing.
              Always natural

      1. Frank, me and M just drove across the country and landed in Roswell, New Mexico. We went through the desert and saw creation. Now in northern Texas and then Oklahoma and then OZ-arks. Then home 😊
        Right now seeing a windmill farm of my mind.
        Hi Jenny 👋🏻

        1. Hi MJ

          Sounds great ! I really liked Texas and one of the reasons was the space and being less crowded than here. Obviously not the main reason :-). Travelling can be enjoyable rather than a fight. Up to the last few weeks anyway as everyone has fxxked off to who knows where if they existed in the first place.

          About your pic of Colombia. She is also at UT in Austin. Lines up with the Clocktower.


          1. It was fun to see Roswell because everything had an alien on it but all shops were closed so this was like a true road trip tour. And the landscape was amazing.
            We did see a ufo in Phoenix. It was a black hovering thing that was shaped like an 8 on its side. An infinity shape. It hovered at a distance. In broad daylight. My favorite was the desert in New Mexico.

    1. The birth goes through the crown. It’s seared through antimatter in a crown of Kabbalistic yods. Then worn on the ‘crown’ of the head.

      1. Have you looked at the new £20 note yet? Corona virus on one side and the crown on the other! along with a tower that could be mistaken for telecomms tower.

  2. all lives end in failure since life will eventually fail ya

    How do ye say, We are wise, and the law of the LORD is with us? Lo, certainly in vain made he it; the pen of the scribes is in vain.

    1. Dunning

      I remember reading La Peste when I was a teenager. Very good book. One of the main characters is described as enjoying the experience of the quarantine and the plague in a perverse, anti matter sort of way I remember.

  3. The Message is: “Panic!”

    But it’s a “Visual Distortion of Reality.”


    “White Square”: The “shape” of things to come….

    And “reality” is…?


    1. John 11 New American Bible (Revised Edition) (NABRE)
      Chapter 11
      The Raising of Lazarus.[a] 1 Now a man was ill, Lazarus from Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha. 2 Mary was the one who had anointed the Lord with perfumed oil and dried his feet with her hair; it was her brother Lazarus who was ill. 3 So the sisters sent word to him, saying, “Master, the one you love is ill.” 4 When Jesus heard this he said, “This illness is not to end in death,[b] but is for the glory of God, that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” 5 Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. 6 So when he heard that he was ill, he remained for two days in the place where he was. 7 Then after this he said to his disciples, “Let us go back to Judea.” 8 The disciples said to him, “Rabbi, the Jews were just trying to stone you, and you want to go back there?” 9 Jesus answered, “Are there not twelve hours in a day? If one walks during the day, he does not stumble, because he sees the light of this world. 10 But if one walks at night, he stumbles, because the light is not in him.”[c] 11 He said this, and then told them, “Our friend Lazarus is asleep, but I am going to awaken him.” 12 So the disciples said to him, “Master, if he is asleep, he will be saved.” 13 But Jesus was talking about his death, while they thought that he meant ordinary sleep. 14 So then Jesus said to them clearly, “Lazarus has died. 15 And I am glad for you that I was not there, that you may believe. Let us go to him.” 16 So Thomas, called Didymus,[d] said to his fellow disciples, “Let us also go to die with him.”

      17 When Jesus arrived, he found that Lazarus had already been in the tomb for four days. 18 Now Bethany was near Jerusalem, only about two miles[e] away. 19 And many of the Jews had come to Martha and Mary to comfort them about their brother. 20 When Martha heard that Jesus was coming, she went to meet him; but Mary sat at home. 21 Martha said to Jesus, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. 22 [But] even now I know that whatever you ask of God, God will give you.” 23 Jesus said to her, “Your brother will rise.” 24 Martha said to him, “I know he will rise, in the resurrection on the last day.” 25 Jesus told her, “I am the resurrection and the life; whoever believes in me, even if he dies, will live, 26 and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” 27 [f]She said to him, “Yes, Lord. I have come to believe that you are the Messiah, the Son of God, the one who is coming into the world.”

  4. All this Corona for the new Crown Prince of the air…Anti-Christ-Sacrifice. Nearly everyone fell for the deceiver.

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