The Golden Lion.
Probably a lioness. Maybe a tigress. My money is on a lioness.
Is what we think is our present life a past life ? Memory is a past life.
The universe seems on a mission to ping my memory banks. The first time I saw your face. And there’s a joke in there about women who play with balls.
Tempus Fugit. Or does it ?
Star Seeded.
If I knew you in a past life.
‘Now the circle is almost complete. Watch and listen to the dream of time and space. It all comes out now flowing like a river.’
When the lady behind the Royal Mail counter at Holborns 1974 is a doppelganger of Log Lady who took my letter to Pope Francis you know this is a seriously weird place. Tracking the Epistols is fun. Still to be delivered.
Heart It.
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And sense of Self.
https://www.northpointrecovery.com/blog/gaslighting-examples-effects-confront-abuse/
Runanubandha and cellular memory.
‘Everything that appears in the physical realm is always connected with energy flow at the invisible level’.
Just because you’re paranoid.
This showed up on my PC webcam. A quick google said that it was because of the sun which effects the optics.
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Keep on truckin?
“For many Americans, the recent rise in inflation, caused by global supply chain issues, has become a major focal point for the start of 2022. However, just as things are starting to smooth out, the Canadian Trucker Protest, also called the “Freedom Convoy”, is threatening to disrupt supply chains further and increase inflation.
Quick Background: A convoy of Canadian truckers recently shut down the most important trade bridge between the USA and Canada in Ottawa to protest vaccination requirements and public health measures. For over a week, they have closed the key bridge connecting Canada to the U.S.
The bridge that they are blocking – the Ambassador Bridge – connects Ottawa and Detroit and carries over 25% of all trade between the two countries. That is roughly $360 million in cargo daily.”
https://www.localleadersmedia.org/post/as-the-canadian-trucker-protest-continues-us-businesses-and-blue-collar-jobs-are-paying-the-price?gclid=CjwKCAiA1JGRBhBSEiwAxXblwQ7v6uUtp0Nxjkp75mAg7tt-GcQWKyKmT_tIIiWzZduneZH5MwhnWhoCuhUQAvD_BwE
The bridge has been opened, but I still wonder…why not trains? This ‘drives’ me crazy. What a shame, to not have a good train system in the US. The car as “individualism” is disgusting and there is hardly a way to not be a part of it.
Why the shut down? Vaccinations?…hmmm. Shocking.
https://www.etymonline.com/word/vaccine#etymonline_v_30590
Pertaining to cows?
“Why do Indians love cows so much?
One of the reasons, writes historian Mukul Kesavan, is that ‘for Hindus the desi cow is a beautiful thing”.
“Its large eyes, its calm, its matte skin tinted in a muted palette that runs from off-white to grey through beige and brown, its painterly silhouette with its signature hump, make it the most evolved of animals,” he says.
There is even a journal called Indian Cow; and a Love 4 Cow Trust to “propagate and promote love” for cows. A right-wing Hindu organisation has actually launched cosmetics using cow urine and dung.
The cud-chewing, sedentary bovine also provides fodder for humour. A hugely popular – and possibly apocryphal – story relates to an essay on the animal by a civil service aspirant. “The cow is a successful animal,” it began. “Also he is quadruped, and because he is female, he give milk, but will do so when he is got child. He is same like God, sacred to Hindus and useful to man. But he has got four legs together. Two are forward and two are afterwards.”
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-34513185
“…two are forward and two are afterwards.”
Sounds like a Janus thing to me.
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The two-five (three triangular point arc in the middle). 2525252525252525252525
(the goal of the program is to keep the ARC going, even through the fabric of time and tapestry of events, it is a birth and is symbolic of energies coming through the silver gate of Taurus (cow), to be birthed in 3D).
There is no way any human could be this obsessed with this. It is a program.
Holy cow.
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Sacred vehicle.
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Get your polars working together.
The unstoppable force against an immovable object. (Ouranos in Taurus…). Things get nuclear. Seedy. Explosive. And mushroom cloudy with a chance of rain.
welcome to the program.
What is David Lynch tapped into? The ‘source’ he refers to when advocating transcendental meditation? Because sometimes the universe writes shows. That’s why they have messages. Certain shows are portals and they stimulate the mind because they work backwards, forwards, and now.
In season 3, ‘the return’, (bad) Dale goes to a strange house of seemingly ‘backwards’ hillbilly/rednecks. He asks Buela if Ray and Darya are around (RayDar)…radiowave electromagnetic frequency detector. The RayDar.
(a twisted take on a pink lady and a T-bird? Grease).
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“Beulah’s enigmatic response to being told to put a better guard at her door, ‘It’s a world of truck drivers,’ seemed to sum up the transient nature of the place. People come and go, people pass through, no-one is invaluable.”
The radar in (liminal?) space? Look at their opposite faces… (Janus). His face is pulled toward the center to her’s being all over. They have extreme opposite face types.
https://25yearslatersite.com/2017/09/13/a-world-of-truck-drivers/
vehicle (n.)
1610s, “a medium through which a drug or medicine is administered,” also “any means of conveying or transmitting,” from French véhicule (16c.), from Latin vehiculum “means of transport, vehicle, carriage, conveyance,” from vehere “to bear, carry, convey” (from PIE root *wegh- “to go, move, transport in a vehicle,” which also is the source of English wagon). Sense of “cart or other conveyance” in English first recorded 1650s.
Hmmm… like, say a vaccine?
The phenomena of a world saying you need a vaccine for a fake virus is symbolic of a deep-seated belief that you are imperfect.
I agree. It is not easy in a hostile environment and then it’s because I perceive it that way. I do see that, Hugo.
I don’t like the design.
The video says “why Hagia Sophia is so important”, but why is it so important? The story of something that cannot maintain itself? Sounds familiar. I would love to know exactly what you are saying because I think you see something I don’t. But patronizing doesn’t help (am I perceiving hostility again, inappropriately?).
Help.
How to temperance?… asking the bull directly, with caution…
In one form or another all of this is about people venting on one another. If you’ve read any of my comments during my last few visits to Merovee then you’ll appreciate that I’ve been on the receiving end of some deeply unpleasant ‘venting’. All of which amounts to someone trying to coerce me to bring me in line with the way they see things. I just ignore it. If I’m going to sign up to a particular vision of the world then I’ll do so on the merits of that vision. Or to put it another way, if a person has to impose their vision of the world through threats and intimidation then they obviously haven’t got much of a vision, right?
Frank recently referred to an email exchange between you about why ‘structures’ get built only, raised to the ground, rebuilt and so on. Someone builds something beautiful, someone else takes a disliking to it and they lay into it and tear it down. Why? Because it doesn’t look like them. Because it doesn’t bear their signature. Because it spoils the narcissistic self reflection that seems to lie at the heart of all this.
I’ll be honest with you MJ and be as gentle as I can about it. One thing that springs to mind when I think of you is the delight you once expressed over an article about ISIS’ attempt to destroy the Temple of Palmyra. It seemed to offend you, and perhaps you saw it as a justifiable form of iconoclasm? To me, it seemed like vandalism. Why? Because there was no attempt to replace it, no alternative ‘vision’ offered beyond that of crushing conformity to a doctrine that can be summed up in two words: ‘Obey Me’.
Same thing applies to Planet Earth, as we’re seeing with Russia and Ukraine and talk of the dread magic mushroom. I asked the question on my blog re: DAVID/COVID. “Is this what you want?” I asked. “Do you want a sterile wasteland?” To what depths are particular manifestations of the self prepared to sink in order to impose their world view? It’s a “Well, if I can’t have it then nobody can!” mentality. There’s something suicidal about it, don’t you think? Hence ‘If the plane goes down you go down with it.’ Because we really can’t escape that, can we? We were born into this environment and everything about us is a product of this environment.
As for me, I just want to take the stuff of mythology and make it a ‘reality’, which is when you realise that ‘reality’ is the stuff of mythology. I know you have your own view on the ‘reality’ of Apollo, but looking at the footage still gives me a lump in my throat. Why? Because for just a few short hours everyone was focused on the heavens above. Probably as close to being ‘whole’ as we’ve ever been, right? And how long did that ‘wholeness’ last? How long did it take before the critics laid into it and began to analyse it frame-by-frame? And what were they trying to do if not tear that ‘wholeness’ to shreds? And do they have anything positive to offer as an alternative? No they do not. And the message of that exercise is “It was a lie, you’ll never be whole, so get out there, find something you don’t like, hate on it, and stomp it into the ground!”
Not an attack, I don’t hate you, I don’t hate anybody. Just trying to clear the air, and if I don’t say it as I see it then that’ll never happen, will it?
Thank you replying in that way, I really appreciate it. I also have a lump in my throat because I think you are actually being sincere and you don’t know how much I do care and how much it bothers me about everything. I don’t know what the fuck happened to my mind. It’s not an excuse. It’s not a tug for some sympathy. It’s just me saying the truth. I can see how easy it would be to have certain thoughts or judgements about such a chaotic mix of nonsense, and sorry if you feel the brunt of my reckless choices. The thing is, I don’t see myself as different than anybody else here in terms of feeling extreme frustration. If I’m “guilty” of anything, its being naive about spiritual things coming to the surface and being blind to the shadow and darkness that comes along with it. I feel like the entire memory of my life is a watery dream and I know that is what it is, but the realization hits you like a ton of bricks. And there is joy in knowing that none of the “world” stuff is real. But for whatever reason, I ignored the other stuff that comes with the joy. I thought I was being how I should be; to help other people see that they don’t have to be a part of a stupid, robotic world. I really didn’t know that it was just something internal I needed to go through. I was not processing that my world is my belief system and I seemed to be born with an amazing ability to be oblivious and not see my own reflection. It’s a strange inverse, like a neutral nuclear. My consciousness having an awakening was step one, but step two is like a cancelling out that happens; a wet blanket that is love, yet the love is a wet blanket that keeps a fire in the center. A wall against itself. My mind sees a situation of 3D reality as bound in a very uncomfortable, impossible knot. But that’s because I haven’t integrated enough. I don’t deny that I have “animus possession”, is the best way to put it, but I was born into ‘it’, so I would like to be integrated because this current reality does not feel ok.
The vesica piscis is a type of lens, a mathematical shape formed by the intersection of two disks with the same radius, intersecting in such a way that the center of each disk lies on the perimeter of the other.
convex (adj.)
“curved like a circle or sphere when viewed from outside,” 1570s, from French convexe, from Latin convexus “vaulted, arched,” past participle of convehere “to bring together,” from assimilated form of com “with, together,” or “thoroughly” (see com-) + vehere “to bring, carry, convey” (from PIE root *wegh- “to go, move, transport in a vehicle”).
Possibly the notion is of vaults “carried together” to meet at the point of a roof. Related: Convexity. Convex lens is from 1822.
OK, I’m Taurus and I was thinking about cows yesterday. You were also thinking about cows yesterday. Cows mean one thing to me and another to you. I was thinking about cows in terms of what they mean to me, and you were thinking about cows in terms of what they mean to you. I could get offended and interpret your views about cows as an attack on me, but what would be the point given that the actual point is that we were both thinking about cows? Or to put it another way, that the only point of interest is what the fact that we were both thinking about cows actually signifies.
I’m not butting in here but I, too, have been thinking of cows since I watch this vid on Saturday morning:
And remote viewing ‘Zulu’ last night:
https://clip.cafe/zulu-1964/why-worry-about-a-calf/
Bercow…