Roob and I had an email exchange yesterday about the reality of the images coming from the Ukraine. And we discussed the TV programme ‘Drop The Dead Donkey’ where the news reporter Damien Day would fake his reporting and one of his main props was a child’s teddy bear called Dimples.
‘And in the rubble a child’s teddy bear’.
And I said it wouldn’t be long until Damien Day showed up somewhere. And it didn’t take long.
The teddy bear also showed up on one of my many Unexpected Journeys. It’s a life of surprises.
Go Fund Me.
And as an aside. Putin is an anagram of In Put and Biden is In Bed.
Ever since the virus showed up, reality for me has been vague at best but basically I’ve suspended judgement about everything. Life is a cross between Narnia and Wonderland and Twin Peaks and painted by Salvador Dali.
Black Box and Ride On Time. Over the weekend I found my hard drive and today my attention was taken by a set of black boxes in the ka park.
And Pineal.
The universe really does speak in peculiar ways. And Seeds have shown up.
From wiki :
‘A seed is an embryonic plant enclosed in a protective outer covering. The formation of the seed is part of the process of reproduction in seed plants, the spermatophytes, including the gymnosperm and angiosperm plants.
Seeds are the product of the ripened ovule, after fertilization by pollen and some growth within the mother plant. The embryo develops from the zygote, and the seed coat from the integuments of the ovule.
Seeds have been an important development in the reproduction and success of gymnosperm and angiosperm plants, relative to more primitive plants such as ferns, mosses and liverworts, which do not have seeds and use water-dependent means to propagate themselves. Seed plants now dominate biological niches on land, from forests to grasslands both in hot and cold climates.
The term “seed” also has a general meaning that antedates the above – anything that can be sown, e.g. “seed” potatoes, “seeds” of corn or sunflower “seeds”. In the case of sunflower and corn “seeds”, what is sown is the seed enclosed in a shell or husk, whereas the potato is a tuber.
In the angiosperms (flowering plants), the ovary ripens to a fruit which contains the seed and serves to disseminate it. Many structures commonly referred to as “seeds” are actually dry fruits. Sunflower seeds are sometimes sold commercially while still enclosed within the hard wall of the fruit, which must be split open to reach the seed. Different groups of plants have other modifications, the so-called stone fruits (such as the peach) have a hardened fruit layer (the endocarp) fused to and surrounding the actual seed. Nuts are the one-seeded, hard-shelled fruit of some plants with an indehiscent seed, such as an acorn or hazelnut.’
FWIW. Meant in a good way.
From an Unexpected Journey a few years ago which seems to connect with previous Unexpected Journeys from more than a few years ago now.
Who’s Who ? Red Pill shenanigans.
Where is my mind ?
Good question !
From Roob :
Dream has been grounded. From Daily FT.
The plane is called “Mriya,” or “dream”
I believe there is a time loop with MH 370.
And Ukraine plane crash in 2014.
Another plane.
‘Cargo cult science is a pseudoscientific method of research that favors evidence that confirms an assumed hypothesis. In contrast with the scientific method, there is no vigorous effort to disprove or delimit the hypothesis.[1] The term cargo cult science was first used by physicist Richard Feynman during his 1974 commencement address at the California Institute of Technology.[1]
‘Cargo cults are religious practices that have appeared in many traditional tribal societies in the wake of interaction with technologically advanced cultures. They focus on obtaining the material wealth (the “cargo”) of the advanced culture by imitating the actions they believe cause the appearance of cargo: by building landing strips, mock aircraft, mock radios, and the like.[2] Similarly, although cargo cult sciences employ the trappings of the scientific method, they fail — like an airplane with no motor — to deliver anything of value.[3]’
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cargo_cult_science
The plane didn’t crash; it was grounded, undergoing repairs – a sitting duck…
https://roobeedoo2.files.wordpress.com/2022/03/thoth-duck-mardi-gras-beads.jpg
https://ih1.redbubble.net/image.2988096546.8260/icr,iphone_13_soft,back,a,x1000-pad,1000×1000,f8f8f8.jpg
https://images.axios.com/5UzwLQmS7W8HtaqHT7E0XM9TFc0=/fit-in/1366×1366/2019/05/01/1556738156984.gif
Roob
Thanks. Amended comment.
It landed in Perth a couple of years ago and I took some photos.
Ken
The deaths go with the extreme weirdness. Warne was amazing !
For all.
Hey You.
https://meroveushome.files.wordpress.com/2022/03/hey-you-e1646221403944.jpg
“Oh, do get a move on you naughty girl!” cried Lydia’s mum. “We have an appointment with the Oracle at 3pm. If we miss it then we’ll never get that big ball of seeds out of your nose!”
The epistle is on its way to the US.
‘Memory seeds.
From Quartz-Lemurian seed crystals
From Lemurian seed meaning :
https://meroveeus.com/2022/02/03/when-we-were-old/
Riders on a storm.
We can’t be that bad.
https://meroveushome.files.wordpress.com/2022/03/screenshot-485-e1646307607247.png
https://meroveushome.files.wordpress.com/2022/02/heartz-e1645095181408.jpg
https://www.catholicworldreport.com/2022/03/02/bishops-ask-pope-francis-to-consecrate-ukraine-and-russia-to-immaculate-heart-of-mary/
And just sent epistle to Pope Francis from Francis in the White House asking him to remove the spiritual inequality between the genders. Time for Pope Rebecca. From me to you. I’ve asked for it to be signed for. Got a pic in my mind of Pope Francis being interrupted in the middle of an important mass by a flunky saying ‘Your Holiness. You have to sign for a letter from England’. We’ll Holy See.
And weird mirror with Love Bombs, E Pistols and Amo and Ammo. Amo, amas, amat.
Man and his…
What, you want to have some fun along the way?!? You gotta be kidding me…
My teddy appeared last September, midway through a 33 light-year journey through DreamSpace on my Light Cycle. I stopped off at a nearby planet and discovered a cart full of teddies for sale, complete with a little box labelled ‘Teddy Money’. I deposited one teddy monies in the ‘Teddy Money’ box and selected my Space Teddy.
https://hugosprobe.files.wordpress.com/2022/03/teddy.jpg
Don’t go there. 🛑 🚧 🚨
No Fly Zone. 🚫 ✈️
The sky is the limit. 🛸
“The sky is the limit.”
You got that right. Because the “sky” is a crystal DOME.
And there ain’t no way to BREAK OUT of it a la Hillary that glass ceiling.
EV-RRR.
I think here is a good place to repent of my condemnation of St. Paul.
I’m sorry if Ied anyone away from Christ…..
“Test all things.”
There are many incredible lessons that Saul>Paul shared in his Biblical Letters.
The point is the Bible is a living text, and Satan knows it all and twists it either on the page or in your mind.
Point is I am not going to throw the baby out with the bathwater on Saul = Saint Paul.
Bottom line is…..I think “Saul” was not so much the “False Apostle” in that he never witnessed Jesus in the flesh…..
He was the first “DISCIPLE” who did not see but still believed.
Get it?
Oh and hey “Bluewater”
How’s it goin…….
Thing is, attractive chesty women laying around in the sun are um…. not … “me.”
They are SLUTS.
THEY have no “lives” to speak of, no relationship with the Creator, no shame.
That’s why they PROVE you a SHILL.
So….
GO TO HELL “BLUE WATER”
🙂
Trinity ❤️ Always
It’s the brain, the mind which is limited because it can be ‘contained’ in the dome.
The heart, the core has no limitation. It will break through whatever ‘containment’ we try to place on it.
Love is ‘nuclear’. The most powerful energy we know. When freed from it’s containment it flows everywhere, touches and affects everyone who is ‘exposed’ to it. And there really is no way to defend yourself against it. No vaccine. 🤔
Whatever your mind may be telling you to believe, your heart knows better.
Thank you, Elena. <3 to you as well.
But we don't see eye-to-eye.
Jeremiah 17:9-10
“The heart is more deceitful than all else
And is desperately sick;
Who can understand it?
“I, the Lord, search the heart,
I test the mind,
Even to give to each man according to his ways,
According to the results of his deeds.
Source: https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/The-Hearts-Incination-To-Evil
“The Batman” in all of us is the compulsion to EXPOSE The Joker and his evil lies.
It’s not a “compulsion” really but a thirst for righteousness.
“Blessed be the righteous, for they will see God.”
The Joker is the head of NASA….. Satan and his lie that we live on a globe spinning through Space. Captain Kirk, fat jew that he is, went to “Space.” I love you, buddy but….
Repent, before it’s too late, and you die in YOUR lies to us, and your subservience to the Devil.
Once you have been given discernment through your sincere request from Yah, then YOU WILL SEE that we live on a flat plane, established by our Creator, that it is IMMOVABLE, on pillars.
“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.”
OK, quite a few steps in between but primary mission objectives are as follows:
1. Get Lydia to deliver chocolate cake and yummy pies to the space teddies on board the ISS
2. Get Lydia to the moon and do something like this…
3. Get Lydia to Walt Disney World, bring him home, have a big party
Many of us know that 22/2/2022 is a very interesting date and it is actually the 53rd day of the year and 5+3 = 8.
2x2x2x2x2x2 = 8×8.
The elite Satanists often use the number 8 to signify THEIR New Beginning. Yes, they stole it from the Bible.
However, the Russians seem to have invaded Ukraine on 24/2/2022.
But we also see that NATO enacted economic sanctions against Russia on 22/2/2022.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Timeline_of_the_2022_Russian_invasion_of_Ukraine
In WWII Germany invaded Russia on 22/6/1941.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Barbarossa
“Barbarossa” = 576 (English Sumerian) or 24×24 or (8+8+8)x(8+8+8)
22/2 is 2 days before 24/2 or (8+8+8)+(8+8+8) hours before 24/2.
24/2 is also (8+8+8)/2.
From 22/6/1941 to 22/2/2022 = 80 yrs and 8 months or 968 months.
968 = 88×11 months
968 = 888+80 months
968 = 8×121 or 8x11x11.
9x6x8 = 432 = 216+216 = (6x6x6)+(6x6x6)
432+234 = 666.
Looks like it was planned to be on these dates.
Why did the Germans invade Russia in 1941?
Why did the Russians invade Ukraine in 2022?
“One day, it occurred to her that the number in her great-great-grandmother’s prophecy might be a date in computer format. She converted it and found it was the date of my twelfth birthday.”
“Wow, that is so spooky!” breathed an impressed Lydia.
DeSantis responds to outrage over his ask for kids to unmask
Florida
I think I like it!
Showin your age, Blue, but thanks. I’m chillin’, baby!
And I apologize….
https://www.bitchute.com/video/RKqIO9CBl3sm/
The Devil MUST ask for an invitation….to get in. Otherwise, he CAN’T “get in.”
A “good man” will have the balls to “invite” you to a date with him….
It’s all about the “invitation.”
SEE THE DIFFERENCE?
The thing is, it’s a win win.
I’m your loving sister in Christ…..
If we are not to be “together,” at least we can become true Friends.
Maybe that’s even better….
But nothing is ever gonna HAPPEN until YOU ask, until YOU approach.
PERIOD
How could it be any other way?
Oh, I don’t WANT you, I’m just PROTECTING you.
Um yeah?
Go PROTECT someone ELSE.
If what I suspect has occurred…. there’s no way back for you.
You got sucked into the Trump campaign, and Anna “got you” just like she did J.
Your “new” (oh, how EXCITING!) S.O. “got pregnant” without your consent. OOPS!!!! Oh well…..
Um, YOU’RE IDIOT MEN LED BY YOUR DICKS AND NOT YOUR BRAIN.
I was shocked to learn you hooked up with an I-talian single mother, and now have two more kids to add the kid you never wanted. “MARRIED.”
GET AWAY FROM ME AND MY SON.
Otherwise your “relatives” in child-traffickers paradise Kennebunkport Maine LL BEAN LAND are going down.
Spying on me in my Walmart parking space? On his EYE phone with his two SONS and WIFE looking on SMUGLY?
F–OFF lowlives!!!
I might just make it my MISSION in this LIFE to TAKE ALL YOU “PURE-WHITE” IN-BRED FREEMASON CHURCH-GOING “CHRISTIAN” HYPOCRITES DOWN.
GET THEE HENCE
AWAY FROM ME
“You Blew It.”
Yes, you really really blew it.
But I am not going to put up with this any longer.
SO…..
This shit continues….I will take relish at going after the “JUDGE”…..and the Sheriff’s Dept….. and the State Troopers……and the local Fire Volunteers (lol) ….. and the Town Recreation Dept…… and the Sanitation Dept.
i.e. the DUMP
And the Town of Pawling.
Why?
Because let’s just say Anna and her ex (lol) named “Shea-ffer,” head of “Psyche-Wards” Arkum at a saintly NYC hospital (LUKE’s), are STILL on my son’s case.
GET OFF IT
🙂
https://www.bitchute.com/video/oZlnOHUVKLmX/
https://www.bitchute.com/video/Y5Z0l2S5gzFf/
Talking of numbers and ‘spooky action’, I’m gonna need access to…
Please provide me with a nice big rack of ’em. Thanks.
Masked Mandate = 666 (English Sumerian)
https://www.theguardian.com/science/2022/mar/04/spacewatch-nasa-webb-telescope-mirror-alignment-continues
Famous Australian cricket players Rodney Marsh and Shane Warne both dead on 4/3/2022 from heart attacks they say.
Both their ages added together = 1521 months and 19 days or, 39×39 months and 19 days.
Or, (13+13+13)x(13+13+13) months and 19 days.
Very strange!
Their combined ages in years = 74+52 = 126 or 21+21+21+21+21+21 years.
March 4th is day# 63 or 21+21+21.
Ken
That is crazy !
Names as well – Mars and War.
The age of Crocodile Dundee. Seems to have changed.
https://www.cricketcountry.com/articles/david-boon-downs-52-cans-of-beer-on-a-single-flight-307274
Good spot Frank – Mars is the Roman God of war.
Rather chilling when you think about what is going on in Ukraine and also the potential for it to spread and worsen. Especially with the nuclear power plant under attack there.
“I love Him, and I want to spend the rest of my life with Him.”
JESUS
John 16
Jesus Warns and Comforts His Disciples
16 “These things I have spoken to you, that you should not be made to stumble. 2 They will put you out of the synagogues; yes, the time is coming that whoever kills you will think that he offers God service. 3 And these things they will do [a]to you because they have not known the Father nor Me. 4 But these things I have told you, that when [b]the time comes, you may remember that I told you of them.
“And these things I did not say to you at the beginning, because I was with you.
The Work of the Holy Spirit
5 “But now I go away to Him who sent Me, and none of you asks Me, ‘Where are You going?’ 6 But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your heart. 7 Nevertheless I tell you the truth. It is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you; but if I depart, I will send Him to you. 8 And when He has come, He will convict the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment: 9 of sin, because they do not believe in Me; 10 of righteousness, because I go to My Father and you see Me no more; 11 of judgment, because the ruler of this world is judged.
12 “I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. 13 However, when He, the Spirit of truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth; for He will not speak on His own authority, but whatever He hears He will speak; and He will tell you things to come. 14 He will glorify Me, for He will take of what is Mine and declare it to you. 15 All things that the Father has are Mine. Therefore I said that He [c]will take of Mine and declare it to you.
Sorrow Will Turn to Joy
16 “A little while, and you will not see Me; and again a little while, and you will see Me, because I go to the Father.”
17 Then some of His disciples said among themselves, “What is this that He says to us, ‘A little while, and you will not see Me; and again a little while, and you will see Me’; and, ‘because I go to the Father’?” 18 They said therefore, “What is this that He says, ‘A little while’? We do not [d]know what He is saying.”
19 Now Jesus knew that they desired to ask Him, and He said to them, “Are you inquiring among yourselves about what I said, ‘A little while, and you will not see Me; and again a little while, and you will see Me’? 20 Most assuredly, I say to you that you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice; and you will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy. 21 A woman, when she is in labor, has sorrow because her hour has come; but as soon as she has given birth to the child, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world. 22 Therefore you now have sorrow; but I will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.
23 “And in that day you will ask Me nothing. Most assuredly, I say to you, whatever you ask the Father in My name He will give you. 24 Until now you have asked nothing in My name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.
Jesus Christ Has Overcome the World
25 “These things I have spoken to you in figurative language; but the time is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figurative language, but I will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in My name, and I do not say to you that I shall pray the Father for you; 27 for the Father Himself loves you, because you have loved Me, and have believed that I came forth from God. 28 I came forth from the Father and have come into the world. Again, I leave the world and go to the Father.”
29 His disciples said to Him, “See, now You are speaking plainly, and using no figure of speech! 30 Now we are sure that You know all things, and have no need that anyone should question You. By this we believe that You came forth from God.”
31 Jesus answered them, “Do you now believe? 32 Indeed the hour is coming, yes, has now come, that you will be scattered, each to his [e]own, and will leave Me alone. And yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. 33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you [f]will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
Bluewater and Snarky McAllister are both deep state SHILLS.
FALSE PROPHETS
Promising JUSTICE in the next couple weeks, end of what? Debt slavery? Children RESCUED? ALL MY DEBTS FORGIVEN?
I doubt it, but let’s just watch.
Bluewater: “On the MOON glass is stronger than steel.
I do not get information from the internet but sources and OFF PLANET sources…”
Hahaha!
Right
WE NEVER LANDED on the MOON, ok? It’s not “terra firma” it’s a light in the sky created by Yah.
THERE ARE NO ALIENS, or “off-planet” anything! There ARE demons however. I have never seen one but Satan has been regularly been visiting me in the form of squirrels, mainly….also noseeums…. raccoons… yuk.
AND NEITHER “Bluewater” with his ridiculous buxom “Ladies” nor McAllister, who calls one of her new female interviewees “easy on the eyes” twice (Okay, you’re a lesbo, then NOT of God or Christ at ALL….) You almost had a breakdown condemning suspected trans Cirsten W when it was CLEAR “She/He” was more UPRIGHT than you)…
Neither Bluewater nor Snarky EVER mention 1) their masters the J’s.
Bluewater has been going after “Hitler lovers” iike a good Jew slave….
nor 2) our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
So there you have it.
F– ANY media you see now on the internet, despite the wonderful and truthful WORK that was done there on YouTube….
Only to be DELETED
Another “tell”: Snarky reported about the ALL-Chrome Cadillac of Cuomo parading around out there in the Hamptons and that Island….and the 33 Masons out there who have been shipping shackled humans in off the the seas in secret and doing human trafficking like FOREVER, and even mentioned that that fake cadaver at Marina Abramovich’s “art installation” might very well have been a DEAD WOMAN”S BODY after all….
When Cuomo went down?
She never said a word.
WEIRD
She’s also taken to “high maintenance” in her physical appearance, just like any good Jew-collared “anchorwoman.”
It’s ALL ABOUT DECEPTION
My heroine: “The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo.”
I didn’t look for a “transvestigation” on Naoomi Rapace, because the opening scene makes it clear: she’s an MTF.
No woman has that kind of muscular bicep, especially when she is some do-nothing whatever, biker, whathaveyou….
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
“The GIRL with the Dragon Tattoo” was really a BOY with a Dragon Tattoo. But of COURSE.
“The GIRL” who took the world by STORM was a guy! A Swedish transformer! Beautiful too, but clearly not a woman.
You know how you can tell?
Bad skin
To be clear: I am not a “feminist.”
I am a VICTIM of “Feminism.”
FEMINISM
IS THE IDEA THAT WOMEN ARE FREE WHEN THEY SERVE THEIR EMPLOYERS BUT SLAVES WHEN THEY SERVE THEIR HUSBAND AND CHILDREN.
Um…..
If you can’t SEE what is before your EYES…..
?
Haha, so THAT’s the “Rapture.”
The Signs of the Times and the End of the Age
Matthew 24:3-31 NKJV
3 Now as He sat on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately, saying, “Tell us, when will these things be? And what will be the sign of Your coming, and of the end of the age?”
4 And Jesus answered and said to them: “Take heed that no one deceives you. 5 For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will deceive many. 6 And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for [a]all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 7 For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, [b]pestilences, and earthquakes in various places. 8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.
9 “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and kill you, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake. 10 And then many will be offended, will betray one another, and will hate one another. 11 Then many false prophets will rise up and deceive many. 12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.
The Great Tribulation
15 “Therefore when you see the ‘abomination of desolation,’ spoken of by Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place” (whoever reads, let him understand), 16 “then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. 17 Let him who is on the housetop not go down to take anything out of his house. 18 And let him who is in the field not go back to get his clothes. 19 But woe to those who are pregnant and to those who are nursing babies in those days! 20 And pray that your flight may not be in winter or on the Sabbath. 21 For then there will be great tribulation, such as has not been since the beginning of the world until this time, no, nor ever shall be. 22 And unless those days were shortened, no flesh would be saved; but for the [c]elect’s sake those days will be shortened.
23 “Then if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ!’ or ‘There!’ do not believe it. 24 For false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. 25 See, I have told you beforehand.
26 “Therefore if they say to you, ‘Look, He is in the desert!’ do not go out; or ‘Look, He is in the inner rooms!’ do not believe it. 27 For as the lightning comes from the east and flashes to the west, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 28 For wherever the carcass is, there the eagles will be gathered together.
The Coming of the Son of Man
29 “Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 30 Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. 31 And He will send His angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they will gather together His [d]elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.
So in Revelations it says all that has been done in secret and darkness will be revealed….
And I have given up on seeing “justice” exacted upon the the evildoers on the world stage and being punished, justice being served…. because true “justice” will only arrive with the Second Coming of Christ.
And that it is the secrets of one’s OWN LIFE that will be revealed to them when The Father knows you are ready to see them.
I want to apologize and just see the truth that I’ve blamed my gangstalking and harassment by the “9/11 heroes” of FD’s everywhere I visit, have balmed it on the “Sheriff,” because my main stalker is Chris Burke, a former president of my local FD and his idk, Cousin?
It’s not the Sheriff’s fault.
And I see now that he and I connected in a very brief moment of acceptance of one another (“true love”) because we were at the same “vibration,” meaning we were both entrapped, living in a prison.
But I didn’t realize, or better, it wasn’t shown to me by my Creator, how much “in common” we really had.
It’s been revealed to me that my father was not only cheating on my mom our whole lives with his boss, get this, “Uncle Peter,” but that he molested us girls when we were babies by having us sit on his lap…. and well of course, VIOLATING us by secret masturbation on innocent flesh. I’m sure he thought, no one will ever know…. Well my mom took a picture of me and my dad at Coney Island, him sitting in the sand at water’s edge trying to get me, about three, to sit in his lap….. My head was down and I was resisting, he had his arms hooked around mine…. My aunt and sister and cousin were in the background all looking down at their feet in the water, and my uncle was looking directly at the camera in alarm. My dad was the only one smiling innocently at my mom taking the picture, probably knowing she had caught him in the act.
My mother woke up to it but stuck with him because he was due to inherit a fortune, until he didn’t.
He would come home from work and she’d be at the sink washing dishes and he’d kiss her every night, as if he was doing her a favor. She lived in a rage her entire life, and I could never figure out why she didn’t love us kids…. Well it was because she saw him in us, me mostly. I took strongly after him. So not only did she not love me, she hated me.
Quite the tragedy, on par with the Excalibur tale I have gone on about on here.
The reason the “Sheriff” and I “connected” was because we are both victims of incest.
Insecure in our sexuality and basically “our selves.”
What a crime! What a tragedy!!!
But I’ve found Jesus Christ through it, and praise be to Him and Our Father Yahuah, for bringing me along this far in my “Journey.”